𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚂𝙰𝚅𝙴𝙳 𝙼𝙴; 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚜 𝚁𝚊𝚐𝚐𝚒

𝙴 𝙿 𝙸 𝚂 𝙾 𝙳 𝙴 #𝟾

C A M I L L A

"Giorgia, stop!", blushing I grabbed a piece of lingerie out of her hand. Victoria sits on Thomas his bed, and plays with one of Thomas his guitars, knowing she is not allowed to. Giorgia is sitting in front of my part of the wardrobe, looking and searching through my stuff. Two weeks had passed and everything was going so great. Living together with Thomas is the best thing ever happened to me. Every night, he takes care of the bruises, which unfortunately did not disappear. He whispers lovely things in my ears every night, and cuddles with me until I fall asleep.

"Do you wear this in bed?", squealing, Giorgia asks, grabbing Victoria her attention, so she walks toward the wardrobe too. "Oh that's sexy", the bassist whistles, causing me to blush even more. "He probably loves this a lot", the black haired women claims. I have never told them Thomas and I haven't done it before, and by it, you know what I mean. It's not like I don't want it, I'm just a little scared. But on the other hand, I know Thomas is sweet and he will never do something I don't want. Nervously and uncomfortable I stare at my foot, and kick against the wall. "What's wrong with you C?", Victoria asks, looking at some of my shirts.

"We actually-", I stopped, feeling my cheeks turn more red. Thomas isn't even my boyfriend, not yet at least. We have never talked about a relationship or something, I think Thomas is giving me some time. Victoria and Giorgia look confused at me. "We have never actually done it", I speak, earning two wide-eyes faced. "But you two are so close and cute toget-", Victoria said, but being cut off by Giorgia. "Is it because of Giovanni?", she says, and I sit down on the ground next to the two girls. "I think that's is, I don't know", I mumbled, feeling some sort of ashamed.

"Girl, don't need to feel worse, Thomas understand it, he knows you had a tough time", Damiano his girlfriend says, taking my hand. "But I really want it, but I don't know how I have to tell him I'm ready, and I'm just scared of of of, I don't know", I muttered, while I was making the hole in my pantyhose larger. "If you are ready, you don't have to tell him, you can let him know in so many different ways", Victoria says, smiling at me. Before Thomas sort of got me out of my old life, I only had Thomas as my friends. And now I have him as my sort-of-boyfriend, and these two girls as my friends, and also Damiano and Ethan as amazing guys in my life. I have the best life I've ever had.

"Can we help you, oh my gosh", full of enthusiasm, Gio squeals and throws me the lingerie. "You really have to wear this", Victoria says, and I roll with my eyes. "No, that's so not me", pointing at the two girls, I lay the lingerie back at the bottom of my closet. "But you do have be super romantic", Victoria says. "Candles, music, soft lights, that is what you need", Giorgia squeals again, and I get up, hiding my face in my hands. "No fuck off, first he has to know I'm ready", I snap, making us three a warm cup of tea. "Please Cami, if you let him know in this way, he will know you are serious about it", Victoria says, jumping on my back from behind.

These two girls are so crazy, but the sweetest friends in the world. Thomas texted me he will be home in an hour. "Oh gosh, you two are going to have a long long night", sounding slightly proud, while we look at what we set up here. It looks pretty cool. Candles are giving the only light in the room, the curtains are closed and on the background, soft and calming music is playing. "Okay, and now you have to find something to wear", Victoria grabs my wrist and pulls me into the wardrobe. "Can't I just wear this", whining, I see Giorgia and Victoria raising their eyebrow. "Yes, if you want to wear sweatpants and a shirt", sarcastic, Victoria says.

"This is cute", Victoria says, holding a top in front of my body. "Thomas is coming in literally a few minutes, girls it's okay like this", quickly, I dress myself into the top and the little skirt they chose for me. "Than I think it's our cue to go", Giorgia stares at Thomas his apartment, grinning. "Well girl, I wish you all the happiness, and well, have fun", Victoria squeals, hugging me. I'm probably blushing like hell. "Okay, bye girls", quickly I close the door, and look grinning at the room, before I jump on the bed.

An very expensive bottle of wine I got from Victoria stands on the nightstand, with to glasses next to it. My heart makes a little jump, when I hear the front door opening. "I'm home baby", Thomas says, coming into the house. Nervously I sit against one of the pillows on the bed, and play with the sheets. "Wow baby", he wide-eyed, and slowly turns around, looking over the room. My cheeks turn red and I smile in his way. "What is this?", asking, he throws his bag on the ground, together with his coat, before he walk towards the bed. "It looks so beautiful", he joins me in the bed, next to me. From the nightstand I grab the bottle of wine, giving him a filled glass.

"Baby, you look gorgeous", he turns towards me, and grabs my hand. While sipping from his wine, he softly caresses my hands, and I look in his eyes. Gosh I'm nervous as fucked. I lean my forehead against his shoulder, and kiss his bare skin. Three days okay he said 'I love you' for the first time, but I never said it back. I don't really think I had to say it, since he knew he did, but something in me tells me to just be honest. "I love you too Thomas", I whisper, and he squeezes in my hand, and I hear his heart beating loader. 

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