It's crazy, falling✔

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☁️✨(And it goes back, as a matter of fact, to extremely fundamental things.
 That there is always a curious tie at some point between the fall and the creation.)✨☁️

Ever since Hyunjin was a child he admired love and its forms. He saw the love in his parent's eyes, the admiration he had for his other friends, the liking he took in his hobbies, dance, photography, and even rapping he loves and he knows what type of love you have and feel for everything. But for once he is confused about what Seungmin is to him, a friend? But then why does he admire his friend that much, why do his eyes always wander off towards him, why do his heart race and chest hurt from just the thought of him?
...Or maybe something more? 
This is something he's scared to even think about, hoping that if he ignores it, it'll eventually go away, but no such luck.
Yes, he did have a few lovers in the past but none of them lasted that long nor did they had that effect on him, as Seungmin did by just being by his side as a friend.
He knows about true love or as people like to call it "soulmates" but he didn't even dare to linger at that thought, and so for once he feels lost.

They were at the library studying, or more so Seungmin studying with Hyunjin trying to. "Hey Jinnie, do you need help?"
"No it's okay, it's just my mind feels heavy." Seungmin surely took notice of his bad state, he sighed feeling bad that he worried his friend. 
"Let's take a break then, what do you like to drink?"
"Ah, coffee I guess?" Hyunjin wasn't sure of his friend’s plan but answered nevertheless. 
"Okay I'll be back soon," Seungmin said walking away leaving him a mess behind.

Hyunjin huffed out in frustration feeling hopeless, he flopped his head on the table a bit too loudly considering a few students looked in his direction but he didn't care, drowning in his thoughts even more. 
It took about five minutes and then Seungmin came back to the table. He just passed the drink to him without even saying a word. Hyunjin lifted his head and looked at his friend’s eyes silently thanking him for the drink.
"You look like you need it," Seungmin shrugged. 

A silence took over them, with Hyunjin drinking his coffee, still deep in his thoughts, and Seungmin looking through the large windows of the library. 
"Let's go on a walk, I know a place that will help you clear your mind a bit." and Hyunjin agreed without even a second thought.
They silently collected their stuff and headed towards the doors of the library. The cold wind hit their skin, making them shudder at the feeling. The sun has set a long time ago, leaving only the light of the moon that created a soft glow on their path. They took steady steps toward their destination, with Hyunjin following Seungmin’s lead. Their walk was silent save for the sound of the cold wind shuffling the dead leaves. After arriving at their destination, which turned out to be the playground near campus, Seungmin made a beeline towards the swings, and so he followed him. 

The clanging of swings is the only thing heard with Hyunjin back to being deep in thoughts. "You know this is my safe place, I like it here" Seungmin began after a beat of silence, making Hyunjin snap out of his thoughts. He examined the brown head's action, him swinging slightly, eyes filled with glints of stars, with a comforting smile decorating his face 
"It seems like something is bothering you and It's obviously something big and important to you, to be thinking about it that hard, and although I only knew you for a month, I'm sure you'll figure it out, so try and let loose." 
The fresh air was filling his lungs yet looking to his side made him breathless. he quickly averted his eyes to the ground exhaling softly "maybe I will" he muttered to himself.

"Why do you come here that often?" Hyunjin asked, trying to change the subject yet he was genuinely curious. "Um, sometimes it's to clear my thoughts, or to sing since no one is around when it's the night it gets so quiet, I get the chance to sing without getting interrupted or bothering anyone."
"But you can go to a studio?'' 
"It's not the same when you're out in the open air." He admires Seungmin's passion for singing, It's obvious that he is born to sing with that voice of his. 
"Will you sing for me?" He asked curiously.
"Hmm, I'll think about it, maybe someday in the future." 
"Promise?" 
"Pinky promise!" Seungmin confirmed lifting his pinky with a determined look on his face.
And so that night a picture of their pinkies intertwined under the mellow moonlight found its place in Hyunjin’s camera.