It's crazy, falling✔

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☁️✨( The moment that you enter into any kind of human undertaking in relationship, what an act of faith.

See, you've given yourself up. But this is the most powerful thing that can be done: surrender)✨☁️

Today they are going on a date, so here he is in front of the amusement park with Seungmin looking in awe around the place. After they got in, he felt himself getting dragged by an excited and jumpy puppy. 
They ended up playing every game. from the roller coaster in which they screamed their lungs out, to the carousel laughing and getting judgmental looks from people, and to the haunted house which led Hyunjin to cling to Seungmin for his dear life. 
Eventually, they started playing silly games from different stalls, with Hyunjin succeeding in winning a stuffed puppy for Seungmin who smiled brightly hugging the toy close, leaving Hyunjin with a racing heart. to the photo booth taking pictures with silly poses nearly falling off the booth chair due to laughing that hard.

"C'mon let's get some food, and sit for a while" Hyunjin stated, lightly dragging them towards the food stalls. The smell of food made him even hungrier.
They sat at a table nearby and began filling their stomachs.
"Umm, that's so good. wanna bite?" Seungmin offered.
Hyunjin opened his mouth, waiting for Seungmin to feed him, and after getting a taste of that food he nearly moaned. All this playing surely left them hungry.

"Why are you staring at me like this?" Seungmin questioned, since Hyunjin wouldn't look away from his face.
"You have some food on your cheek, here let me get it" and without thinking twice he swiped it. The feeling of soft and fluffy skin under his fingertips, had his heart-melting.
"Cute" light blush dusted the brown head's cheeks.

By the time they were both finished, he felt even more infatuated by Seungmin. He didn't want this date to end.
"You know, I'm serious about you, Seungmin. And I want to court you, so will you let me?" 
He felt a light touch on his left cheek, a peck. He had just gotten a peck on his cheek from his crush, making him blush furiously.
"I'd like that, darling"

darling, sounded angelic to his ears. He likes this nickname.
he never had tried that hard for someone but he knew Seungmin is an exception

☁️✨☁️

It's been two weeks of them tipping around each other, going on dates, blushing madly when they see each other. their friends are just sick of this, and Minho truly got bored of hearing Seungmin this and Seungmin that. as much as they enjoy this and find it cute they just want these two to end up together. as soon as possible.
With a few pep talks from Jisung and Minho, they handed Hyunjin a bouquet of red camellias and sent him away to Seungmin hoping that this longing between these two will just end.

He headed out walking in the streets that had been covered by thick white snow, cold wind hitting his face. combing a hand through his hair, letting out a heavy breath. 'It's now or never', 'be selfish' Minho's words repeated in his mind reminding him that whatever happens next he can handle it after all his friends got his back. and he knew that that's true.
it wasn't something shocking to Hyunjin when just a week of him courting Seungmin he knew he was deeply in love with him, he's sure that everyone knew, heck he wouldn't be surprised if Seungmin himself knew. Yes, he was that easy to read by people who knew him well.

He stared at the bouquet of red camellias in his hand, they were beautiful. He knew that camellias meant true admiration and passion to a person, and his person was Seungmin, sighing he hoped that they wouldn't go to waste. looking around the playground, It was their hangout spot, them spending days talking about everything yet nothing at the same time,  laughing their lungs out, spending days fooling around, and running around like toddlers.

a pair of warm hands covered his view.
"Guess who~" a voice sang out. He knew who it was, but decided to play dumb.
"I don't know a cat maybe?"
"wrong"
"A giraffe? Oh! Wait, I know a cute puppy!"
He got a slap on his shoulder.
"I'm not a puppy Hyunjin, how many times do I have to tell you that?" 
"but you are '' He whined, turning around, sneaking his hand around Seungmin’s waist, hugging him closer to his body. needing him close.
"I have something to tell you." he whispered after breaking the hug. Handing the bouquet to Seungmin who gave him a wide smile, red covering the tip of his ears.
Hyunjin dropped his gaze to the ground avoiding eye contact, while fidgeting with his fingers, palms getting sweaty. "You know after spending these days with you, my feelings have changed."

He sighed, meeting eyes with these dark pupils that held calmness inside them, reminding him to take a deep breath. "Kim Seungmin, my feelings are getting bigger for you every second. I'm in love with you, so will you be my boyfriend?" he said it, he finally did, yes he did stutter but he did just confess his feelings for this man standing in front of him. he felt free yet scared.
a bubble of nerves settled in his stomach. He wanted to back down, run away and hide in his dorm forever, maybe even bury himself alive. but he stood his ground. He is determined to win Seungmin’s heart, he doesn't want to seem like a coward.

Seungmin's eyes had this light in them, he didn't know he could see the star in these eyes but here he is getting lost in them. the soft whisper of seungmin's words echoes in his head, ringing his senses. 

"Yes Hyunjin, I'll gladly be your boyfriend. I love you too"
he's feeling weird, a good weird. limbs feeling numb, his mind going blank, heart pumping hard like it's about to run from his body, face flushed, with ears colored red.
At this moment Seungmin seems to glow in his eyes. A slight pain tattooed itself on his wrists, there in bold font was Kim Seungmin engraved on his wrist. 
He found his soulmate, Seungmin is his soulmate. 
The spark of joy that filled his lungs is too much making his inside buzzing, yet he's having this euphoric feeling like he's over floating on this moment, and oh how much he likes it. 

The younger’s hands are on the back of his neck, as his hand went down rubbing Seungmin's hip.
"Can I kiss you?" He darted his eyes towards his now soulmate's lips, cupping Seungmin warm cheeks with his cold hand, making the latter shiver. Seungmin gave him a slight nod and that was all Hyunjin needed. 

It wasn't obvious who leaned in first but all he knows is that Seungmin's lips are soft and warm, sweet to his taste. They leaned more into the kiss, relaxing their mouths as they kissed in sync. 

After what feels like ages but were just a few seconds, their lips disconnect. Hyunjin wanted more,the feeling of the other's soft and warm lips on his, he was drunk off the other's touch. And was about to lean again to kiss Seungmin more, but a soft giggle against his lips slowly made him get his senses back. 

He pouted knowing his soulmate is laughing at his eagerness.
"Aw don't pout darling" Seungmin looked at him knowingly, he just wined and tried getting even closer to Seungmin.
"You'll get more kisses but not here," the brunette said with a light pink blush dusting his cheeks, his lips curled into a beautiful smile.

Hyunjin took a second to grasp what was being said. The next thing that happened was Seungmin getting dragged out of the playground with a happy and excited Hyunjin, who obviously had a mission in mind. 

Getting all the kisses he can get tonight from his now-boyfriend, soulmate.