It's crazy, falling✔

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☁️✨(Taking this ghastly risk is the condition of there being life. You see, for all life is an act of faith and an act of gamble.

The moment you take a step, you do so on an act of faith because you don't really know that the floor's not going to give under your feet.)✨☁️

Just a normal day in Hyunjin’s life. Him chilling alone in peace inside the cafe that he agreed he'll meet Seungmin in. Until it's all crushed out when the seat opposite to him was taken by his roommate and his loud boyfriend. Oh, how lovely.
"Hyunjinnie, long time no see!" Minho sang out.
"Really Hyung? I live with you, I see you every day" deadpanned Hyunjin, clearly not liking what's happening.
"What are you doing here sitting alone?" asked Jisung after he greeted him with a wave.
"Oh, wait! are you dating behind our backs? is this why you always spent your days out of the dorm?" Minho said with a sweet tone teasing the other. 
"Hey, Jinnie'' everyone turned their heads at the new sound. Where a boy is found, having puppy-like features, dark brown eyes hiding behind the thin rounded lens of glasses, wearing a white beret on his brown hair, with a big scarf covering half of his face, and a baby blue sweater covering his frame. "And his friends?" said the person with a tilt of his head.
"Oh wow, you truly are dating" stated Jisung dumbfounded.
"Jisung don't say things like that!" blurted Hyunjin feeling embarrassed by his friend’s words
"Well hello to you..?"
"Ah, Seungmin,  Kim seungmin" 
"Seungmin, it's a pleasure meeting you. Please take a seat. I've been wondering when I will finally meet you. I am Minho and this is my boyfriend Jisung." Assured a delighted Minho that clearly took a liking to how the event had turned out. Hyunjin only glared at his Hyung, knowing very well what his intentions were. 
Seungmin took a seat next to Hyunjin, eyeing the two in front of him cautiously, not really knowing what is going on. 
"so Seungmin…" 
And that's how Hyunjin's friends met Seungmin, and so chaos ensued.

A picture of them that had been taken by Minho (with a weird filter) had been sent out to Hyunjin.
With a message that says 'damn that Seungmin boy truly had you under his spell'

☁️✨☁️

After that encounter, they headed back to the dorm Jisung with them, since he wants to have a sleepover with his boyfriend.
Hyunjin had settled down in the living room, watching a show or trying to, Until his plan was ruined when Minho came in sitting beside him, having a mischievous expression on his face.
"Seungmin is so cool," Jisung stated, jumping on his boyfriend's lap. 
"Ugh, you're heavy." that caused Minho to get a slap on his chest. He had an ugly pout on his face glaring at his boyfriend, but nevertheless he hugged Jisung close accepting defeat. 
"But yeah I know right, that's probably why Hyunjin is hiding him from us." 
"Hey, I'm not hiding him! It's just you guys never asked."
The two lovers shared a knowing look. "Yeah, he's definitely hiding him from us."
That caused Hyunjin to groan, a light blush coating his cheeks. They giggle at his action, knowing very well how to push his buttons.
"Relax we won't steal your precious Seungminnie, yet." 
"You guys won't let me live this through hah?"
"Never" was his answer.
Yup, these devils definitely won't let him live in peace.

Then Minho said with a serious tone "But enough of that, I saw the way you look at him." 
Hyunjin knows what his Hyung is hinting about and he's honestly not surprised. It's clear that his roommate had caught up to his habits.
"I'm afraid" he stated knowing very well that his friend won't let this slide. "I think I'm getting feelings for him, but I don't know what these feelings are. One word from his mouth makes me dizzy, his laugh and smile make me breathless, his caring and kindness make my limbs go weak, an- and I'm afraid. I'm afraid that my feelings are going to mess things up, that I'll fail him. I'm afraid because this is all new to me and I don't know what to do." he trembled, feeling tears prickling in his eyes. He feels lost, he's scared that he'll ruin something up, or rather lose someone and he's not ready for this.

"Hey, look at me! Oh honey," next thing he knew, he was enveloped in his Hyung's arm crying his heart out. 

They sat in silence for a bit as Hyunjin let himself calm down. Minho stroking Hyunjin's head softly, petting him like a cat, and the younger couldn’t help but lean into the touch. Jisung silently handed him water. He was sad for his friend but decided not to interfere since his boyfriend was doing a great job calming Hyunjin down.

"You never knew what might happen. and that's the scary part. But no matter how small or big it is, your feelings are valued so try and act upon them. If anything happens or you feel lost, you have us, me, Jisung, and Felix. we'll always be with you. After all, it doesn't matter if it's now, tomorrow or even a month later someone will love you in the end, and that's what matters. Plus I'm certain that Seungmin will not push you away, from what I saw you aren’t the only one with heart-shaped eyes. So do it, shoot your shot! Who knows maybe you'll score yourself a soulmate by the end of the way."

 Minho's words had a great effect on him since the next thing he knew he was drifting into dreamland.

He's afraid, and that's okay.