THE MAFIA'S DARLING [A Jeon Jungkook FF]

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Jungkook abruptly pulled away before staring into her eyes. She was giving him a serious look, which increased his heart beats even more. There's no way he can tell her about his real identity, his sins, the dark world where he rose up.

Jungkook: "Why would you think that?" He whispered while caressing her cheek, trying to read the expression which she was giving to him. "Then why are you so scared of losing me? Why you act differently when I ask you about your company or business? Please Jungkook, tell me if there is something. I will listen to you and I promise that you will have my support. I don't want anything to happen to our relationship after our marriage-"

Jungkook: "Please don't say such stuff Yn nothing will happen to us. We will stay together" He cut her off with these desperate words. Her eyes softened a bit, but again she couldn't think of anything but to ask him. The wall he has created around him is not letting her love and comfort him, if he keeps on acting like this then God knows how this relationship will end. She won't give up of course, but the inner voice which keeps telling her that she is missing something important is bothering her way too much.

Yn: "You are doing the same thing again Jungkook" She replied with a concerned face which made Jungkook to close his eyes.

Jungkook: "Fine. I won't act like this anymore. It's getting late I should leave, call me if you need something. Goodnight love" Speaking those words, he kissed her forehead before making his way towards the main door, leaving Yn alone in the living room. A sad smile formed on her face, she stared at the direction from where he went as tears slowly formed in her eyes. Maybe she is not in the position in his life where he can tell her everything, maybe she is not enough.

Yn: "What is bothering you so much love?"

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Jungkook: "FVCK!" He yelled on the top of his lungs as he harshly banged his fist on the steering wheel. Letting out a frustrating sigh, he ran his fingers through his hair and soon stared at her house with a pained expression. For the first time in his life, he was feeling this weak and pathetic. The fact that she was now doubting him made him lose his control.

Jungkook: "Everything will be fine... she won't know" mumbling to himself, Jungkook nodded in assurance as he bit his bottom lip, that's when his phone rang which made him internally groan. He wasn't in the mood to deal with any sort of stress. Nonetheless, he picked up the phone.

Yoongi: "The meeting has been decided, he is ready to meet us tomorrow at his club. You are coming or staying there?" he asked and Jungkook sighed. "I don't know hyung, I just" he exhaled a sharp breath.

Yoongi: "What happened? Did you two fight?" the elder one asked as he sensed the younger one's uneasiness.

Jungkook: "No we didn't, I messed up and she has now started to doubt me because of my over protective behaviour. She thinks that I am hiding something from her which is not a lie. I don't know hyung, she is alone at the moment and I don't want to leave her but I don't have the strength to answer her questions as well. This is so messed up" he finally shared as he rested his head on the headset.