THE MAFIA'S DARLING [A Jeon Jungkook FF]

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[Jungkook's POV]

It hurts, seeing the person who once loved you with all their heart now even denying your touches, your presence. When I saw the hesitance in her eyes, the panic in her voice and immense fear, I completely lost it. I hate this, how our relationship has made a turn, a turn that is now destroying our lives. Maybe I should have told her who I was in the first place, but that would still not have solved anything. Either way, I had to force her to be with me considering the fact that she hates people like me. The only thing that I wasn't aware of the hardships of dealing with this situation.

I thought it would be easy to have her in control, but I was wrong. She is stubborn, and so am I and that's one of the reasons why I love her. She has a strong personality, she is not weak, but she has to lose in this battle because she is not aware how far I can go to keep her all to myself, what things I have done to save my identity and I would cross all limits to keep us together. Sighing, I tapped my finger on the dining table, waiting for her arrival. The food in front of me was now cold, and sensing that it's been a while since I sent the maid to help her out was enough for me to lose my patience.

I decided to wait a bit longer, but something crossed my mind.

What if she tried to hurt herself?

Panic made it's way up to my chest the moment I pictured her dead body lying on the floor of our bedroom. Knowing her, she is not someone who would end her life, but the chances are still there. Hurriedly getting up, I practically ran towards our room, only to see her crying in front of Mrs. Bang who was trying to calm her down.

"P-Please help me. I don't want to live here, please. Please help me" my heart ached upon sensing the pain in her voice. I continued to stare at the scene in front of me before Mrs. Bang's eyes fell on me, I signaled her to be quiet, but my little attempt didn't last long as Yn turned around, meeting my gaze. I decided to keep it low, not scaring her since she was already scared. As I made my steps towards her, the ache in my heart increased by each minute as her body shivered.

My naive baby, she thinks that I will hurt her. I am not that low, there are other ways to keep her with me, I am a monster, but not to her. Unconsciously, I wiped off the tears and palmed her cheek, the sudden urge to kiss them, mark her skin with my kisses rose from the bottom of my heart, but now it was important to make her eat so that she can have her medicines. I know she won't eat, she will do anything to disobey me, but I won't let that happen, so threatening her with Mrs. Bang life, who was also the oldest maid of our family, was important. Of course, I won't hurt the only person who raised me when I was a child. Mrs. Bang is family.

Yn never met her, because she was retired, but knowing that my baby will miss her mother, I decided to call Mrs. Bang, to take care of her and keep an eye on her for me. As expected, she agreed and I looked at Mrs. Bang with apologetic eyes who in return shook her head and glared at me before going out of the room.

"Here. It's your favourite" I served her the fried chicken and rice, just the way she likes. "You know, staring at the food won't fill up your stomach" I commented while watching her. She wasn't moving and just stared at the plate, her eyes void of any emotions. Sighing, I stood up from my chair and sat next to hers, grabbing the spoon now feeding her myself. "Yn, eat before it gets cold" I spoke in a stern voice and placed the food in front of her mouth. To my surprise, she didn't say anything and proceeded to eat, now grabbing the food from my hand and eating on her own.

Astonishment filled my body upon witnessing the change in her behaviour. I was expecting her to refuse, but looks like the fake threat really did get to her.

"I'm going out and will be back in the evening, Mrs. Bang will be here to take care of you, and" I leaned closer to her ear, making her stiff as I planted a soft kiss on her delicate skin, "If I come to know that you have done something stupid, then your loved ones won't like it" backing away, I stood up from the chair before fixing my blazer, walking out of the mansion before tightening the security even more. I can't risk anything when it comes to her.

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Namjoon: "Are you out of your mind?! Are you understanding that threatening her and her family would bring you nothing? How can you be so stupid Jeon Jungkook!" He raised his voice while standing in front of my desk. Closing my eyes, I massaged my forehead and let out a deep breath.

"Hyung, I am not in the mood to explain anything to anyone, I know what I am doing and I need you all to support me in this" I stated while going through the security system, checking upon the latest updates and trying to find the one who bombarded in front of my mansion few months ago. I was still determined to find the one who has been threatening me with the blue roses, including Yn's life. Funny part is that I kept an eye on all of my workers, but no one was found suspicious enough to guarantee me that he is the culprit.

Something big is coming... I can feel it.

Namjoon: "With the stupidity you have done, I am afraid none of us is going to support you. Send her back to her family now before one of us do that" his gaze darkened and my movements halted as I heard those words.

"Are you threatening me hyung?" I stated with a stern voice as my gaze darkened as well. No one, I repeat no one has the right to steal her away from me, that's my business. I know what I am doing, and I don't need anyone to tell me what to do when it comes to my personal life. Namjoon tilted his head as he placed his palms on the table, leaning closer to my face he glared into my eyes with intensity, he is indeed scary when angry but I won't back away as well. No one gets to decide my love life but me, and I fvcking mean it.

Namjoon: "If you think this as a 'threat' then you are mistaken. This is not even close to that, and trust me Jeon, you won't like it when you get the actual threat from me. Now add some senses into that little brain of yours and send her back! Forcing her isn't the right way to handle this sensitive situation, with an enemy out there who is after our lives, bringing her to your house and holding her captive would do nothing but a favour to him"

"And how sending her far away from me will protect her? At least she is in front of my eyes, under my protection. I am there to protect her hyung, and there's no way I am letting go of her after knowing she hates me. This conversation is over, I am busy you can leave" I spoke in a cold tone and drove my attention to the incident I was focusing on. I felt his intense stare on me, and heard him cursing under his breath. Not uttering a word, he turned around and walked out of the office, while I stopped doing my work and covered my face with my hands. God! Everyone is going against me! I don't understand why? Didn't they know how madly I am in love with her?

I let out a frustrated sigh when I heard the door open again.

"Not again hyung I am-" my body froze when I saw my father standing in front of me with a small smile on his face. He didn't change from the last time I saw him, still has that strong personality and sharp eyes. To his loved ones he is the most sincere person, but to his enemies, he is the worst, and no one can predict what he could do.

"Dad?" I spoke with confusion all over my face.

Mr. Jeon: "I heard you did something that you shouldn't  have done my, son"

To be continued
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