THE MAFIA'S DARLING [A Jeon Jungkook FF]

[19]

[Jungkook's POV]

Panic

That was the word which could describe my situation at the moment. The moment I entered the car and placed Yn on the backseat I found her unconscious. And that was enough for my heart to beat irrationally due to fear.

Fear of losing her.

It was one of those moments that I have been actually scared of something, other than that, nothing scares me. Well, except for the thing about her knowing my truth which she technically knows, but now I was sitting calmly at the backseat with her head on my lap. My fingers were caressing her wet cheeks, I could see the stain of tears on them, which sent a rush of guilt through my heart but me being me, I was ready to face her hatred rather than living without her.

I was no saint, I knew it from the start but she didn't. I was not that guy whom she had imagined so far, my world was as dark as my soul, and she is an important part of it. So important that if she disappeared, then my world would turn into ashes, as if it never existed before, as if I never existed. I don't know what was the reason behind her hatred towards the people like me, but I do know that she has hid that past along with her. Like she didn't know about my identity, I didn't know much about her past. We were even on that aspect.

I continued to caress her pale face, luckily her breathings were fine, but she might have gone through a panic attack as far as I know. Her nature is very soft, she is very fragile, and what I did back in her house was enough to hurt her. I know that I have crushed her soul, her happiness, but I do know that she loves me and I will make it up to her. I saw it, the way her eyes engulfed with pain when she said she regrets loving me. I know what she was trying to do back then, she was trying to make me hate her. Trying to put an end to our journey of love.

How naive.

"Five minutes. I'm giving you five minutes to get me to the mansion. I don't care how are you gonna do it, but if you don't and if something happens to her, then you won't be seeing the sunrise tomorrow, and I mean it", I growled at my driver who's hands shivered which were on the steering wheel. I don't care about anything, my sole focus was to take her to the mansion and get her treated by my family doctor, Mr. Kang.

The driver nodded quickly before increasing the speed of the car, and as expected, we were in front of the mansion in less than five minutes. God knows how many traffic rules were broken tonight, but I don't give a damn about it. As soon as the car was parked I spared no time before picking Yn up in my arms and rushed inside the mansion.

I was met by a shocked Jimin the moment I entered the hall, but soon his eyes darkened as his gaze travelled to an unconscious Yn in my arms. I knew what was about to come, and I will confront him later but right now, my priority was to make sure that she is fine and safe. From now onwards, I will make sure that she stays by my side till death do us apart.

"Since when did you start to kidnap people?" His voice was cold as ice that made me feel strange. It was filled with venom and I know that my decision could break us apart. Ignoring his words, I made my way straight towards the stairs, entering my room with Jimin following behind me, not for me but for Yn, I know how much he cares about her, she is like a sister to him. She always has been, and it's obvious for him to give me those murderous glares.

Thank God looks couldn't kill, otherwise I would have been dead by now.

Placing her on the bed, I sat on the edge of it, waiting for Mr. Kang to come whom I had already called minutes ago.

"What did you do to her?" Jimin asked as he made his way towards the other end of the bed, looking at Yn with concern.

"Nothing. She fainted when I brought her here on the way" I said in a low tone while not keeping my eyes away from her and placed the strand of her hair behind her ear, to look clearly at the love of my life.