THE GHOST OF WOLSTEN || JJK

Special Chapter

THREE YEARS LATER

A letter from Y/N to Jungkook

Dear Jungkook,

Hi. I'm 24 now, a big girl. I realised that what God has given to me is special. So I decided to make use of it. I'm studying Demonology, I'm training to be a Demonologist. My professor is really proud of me, he tells me that my progress is very quick and he believes I'll be able to help a lot of people. I left my Med School because I understood that it wasn't for me.

My Mom was disappointed at first but she came around, she just did not want me to end up like dad. I see where she is coming from and I know this is a dangerous job but I can't see people suffer around me. There is so much evil in this world and it pains me. I hope you're proud of me. I know there's no point of writing this letter because I can't possibly deliver it. But I'm writing it for my satisfaction.

Also, there's this boy who is training with me. He reminds me so much of you. The way he talks, the way he touches me, is so similar to yours. The more time I spend with him, the more he feels like you. But I'm trying not to rush things with him. I wanted you to know that I'm doing fine. And about Lucas, he's still teaching in Wolsten but he suspects that people are noticing that he's not ageing, he might have to find a new job haha.

Taeyong...well, he's fine too I guess. I always think he is trying to avoid me.. I don't know what I did wrong. I hope he tells me or I'll have to force it out of him. I didn't know he was into music. He knows how to rap, sing and also dance. He does all those so well it amazes me. He has this own studio of him, he writes song and sometimes I even go and help him when I'm free but like I said, he's ignoring me and so whenever I ask him 'can i come over' he replies with 'I'm busy'. I guess he really is busy with his work. He's going to produce songs soon, I'm really happy for him!

And you, wherever you are, I'm wishing you're happy and safe too. I don't think I can bear the sight of you suffering. I wanna let you know that if things were okay and our story wasn't supposed to end like this, I'd always be with you to love you, cherish you, admire you. Sometimes I think this is a bad dream and I'd wake up in your arms and you'd kiss me like there is no tomorrow.

Wherever you are, I hope you think about me too.

We made a mess. But maybe it's better this way? I guess we both were a danger to each other. We belonged from two different worlds, you being a ghost and me being a daughter of a person who helps people get rid of ghosts. People fall in love with the wrong people sometimes. We met at the wrong time and in a wrong situation. You don't understand how desperate I am to meet you again, to be able to call you mine. We both ended up like my parents, in a love which wasn't meant to be.

But like you said, maybe in another lifetime?

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A/N: inspired by 'i almost do' by taylor swift
im not crying, you are