Serendipity : The Rebirth of Black Lotus

39. Yule Ball II

And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up~~

Severus POV

"Hey guys!" Cissy said glowing quite literally and beaming with unconcealed happiness and I can clearly see Cissy asked herself, not Narcissa Black young mistress of an Ancient and Noble house or future Lady of Malfoy, looking more beautiful than normal because of her real smile and shiny eyes

"The Founders Are Here!" someone announced as the the red, blue and yellow colour were seen as there stand Godric Gryffindor, Rowena Ravenclaw and Helga Hufflepuff in all there glory but the green is nowhere near to be seen, which seems to make Gryffindor really anxious as he look around waiting something or anything green when a man in green robes entered with not a sneer but a beautiful and bright smile quite new for others who are not Slytherins, as he stand at door, waiting for someone when another young man in beautiful silky black robe enter holding onto the hands of the man, as everyone snake or not look at him in generous awed, well who wouldn't, he look so pretty to even put the most beautiful creature to shame, I look at the other founders who all give him different looks, desperation, guilt, hope, hopefully they will be able to solve all there differences tonight,  afterall it's there last day and probably last chance

"Sev why don't you sing something for us!" Avery said as everyone look at me or atleast some did, as I look at Salazar who give me a look while Zadornin gave me an amused smirk, guess even there quarrel need to be solved by me as I seat near the piano playing keys, remembering everything happened before, how everyone broke the promises they made, losing someone you love so much, being betrayed by whom you trust the most, being hurt, bullied, tormented, abused, used, destroyed and everything the goes wrong well everything goes worst as I started to sing

Some days it's hard to see
If I was a fool, or you, a thief
Made it through the maze to find my one in a million
And now you're just a page torn from the story I'm living

September 1st, 1971, the day when I first saw him, James Potter in all his glory with a bright smile, that was the first and last time he give me a smile

And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

June 1976, the day I lost her, the person who show even an ounce of warmth, the person who always used follow around me with her bright smile and shinning green eyes, asking about Hogwarts, magic and creatures, I called her something so hideous such as mudblood, even if I was angry, hurt, humiliated, I shouldn't have call her that

The scar I can't reverse
When the more it heals the worse it hurts
Gave you every piece of me, no wonder it's missing
Don't know how to be so close to someone so distant

I try to talk to her, explaining that I didn't mean it, I sat outside her house dorm, I look Fat Lady giving me those soft smile and saying everything will be alright, but only I knew, deep inside, nothing will ever be alright

And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

Seems like beaten alone and humiliated black and blue by James and Makinnon is not enough punishment for them, June 1971, the day I can't choose if I should be happy about or not, happy to know that James save me or I was about to die, finally freeing from this useless and pathetic world or sad that James did save me but not because he wanted to save me but his friend, who could be executed for something that's not his fault, or having to continue living