Serendipity : The Rebirth of Black Lotus

44. More than a Mistake

I want to be your love for ever and ever,
Without break or decay.
When the hills are all flat,
The rivers are all dry.
When it thunders in winter,
When it snows in summer
When heaven and earth mingle,
Not till then will I part from you~~

"So have you understand what you did wrong?"

"What are you gonna do now?"

"Are you gonna accept Pettigrew as your mate?"

"Or are you going to just take responsibility?"

"Guys! that's enough let him take his seat first" Severus, letting the younger Black sigh in relief as he take his seat and look around his very curious friends looking at him, demanding the answers of the questions they bombard him with, as soon as he step in, he look over the Gryffindors table, but when couldn't find him, than he look at his best friend, who just give him a soft encouraging smile with a subtext of Its perfectly aright to not have all the answers, just follow your heart, he took a shaky breath to calm himself, he was about say something but before he could he was grab by his collar as someone pin him ruthlessly on the table, he look up to see a very fuming Potter, along with equally if not more furious Lupin and a very disappointed older brother of his

"James!" "Potter! What the hell are you doing!" the snakes said as Severus try to separate both James and Regulus, "James, what happened?" Severus ask his so called lover while Regulus try to calm his breath but the next think come out of the mouth of his brother make his breath hitched as his mind seems to shut down, what does that even supposed to mean, should he laugh or cry

"Peter is leaving" James glared at Reg "Because he believed, thanks to someone, that he is not worthy enough to be here"

"Where is he?" Regulus ask shakily as the snakes look at him with pity, how can they not when they had seen there friend, there peerlessly perfect friend so tired and lost due to this whole Pettigrew ordeal, and the worst part is, you don't even have to be his friend to pity him, even a stranger can pity him after taking his normally perfect, expressionless face now covered with alittle darkening under his eyes, the tiredness in his eyes and this turmoil in his head which is getting more and more noticeable

"Why? So you can blame him more or is something left to say?" James spat, but stop when Severus gave him a look, as he rub circle on Regulus back and said "Breath, its okay Reg, everything will be fine, you still have time, you can stop him" "But will he stop?" Regulus ask "Why won't he-" Lucius was about to say something but stop as Severus and the Marauders look at him than he look back Regulus "Well if you trust me, than believe it when I said he do love you, he had done some extremely dangerous stuffs for you, and I am sure he would even die for you if necessary, please give him a chance" he add "for me atleast" whispering to him, in which Regulus nod as said "Well, its my fault and I promise to make it right and give you your best friend back" as he leave, looking around for the person who he hurt, who he wrong, whom he reject for so long but not anymore

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"Do you think he might love him?" Remus ask looking at the place his friend just now was standing, eyes full of determination, determined to correct his mistake, determined to stop him and determined to not let him go, again, if that make sense "Trust me you have no idea how much" Lucius answer "If he does than why was he refusing?" James ask holding onto his lover from behind like his life depend on it, it might does at this point "Funny coming from you Potter" Bella said rolling her terrifying yet beautiful smoky eyes, making James huff as he nuzzle his lover's neck, "Well lets just say love make smart idiot and idiot complete stupid" Narcissa said pointing at James, as they laugh never in there wildest dream, anyone ever thought, laughing let alone even sitting together without on each other throat, but nevertheless it is fun to be civil atleast

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"I knew you would be here" a familiar ocean deep voice said making the younger boy jump out of his body as he turn to look at the man he loves but who doesn't in return, and he never would, like why would he, why should he, he is the heir to one of the most noble and ancient household of rich and strong purebloods, he is good-looking, smart, charming, he is dream man of every betas and omegas, while he is just him, "And how did you know I would be here?"

"I feel you" the younger black answer back looking at the smaller male infront of him, thinking how can someone be so beautiful, pure, innocent and naïve, I am so sorry, I so wish to not taint you, but I can't hold on anymore, you are too good for me to let go

"Sure" the smaller boy laugh as he look infront of him continue, avoiding looking at the eyes he came to love so badly, those emotionless eyes full of lust still haunt his dreams, but the worst part is he don't hate it, quite opposite actually "Anyways why were you looking for me, I am sure I didn't tell anyone about" he took a shaky breath as he continue "I didn't tell anyone, so why, and if you are here to pay, I don-" before he could complete the sentence he was meet a kiss from the very man who called him just a mistake, after fucking him, but this kiss was nothing like the one he witness that night, this kiss is gentle and peaceful like his earthy deep eyes full of patience, determination, request, promise, and the undying love, it has everything he ever wish for, it feels too good to be true, that he didn't realize when tears start leaving his eyes, but as soon as the tears left his eyes, touch the lips of the man he love, he jerk away, making his tears fall more as he look up to younger black, who look shocked and scared, which break the remaining of his heart as he smile sadly standing to walk away, far away, from here, from him, when he felt someone grab his hand turning him and pinning him on the nearby tree reminding about that night, the night he always dream, always wish about, which was everything to him but nothing to the man infront of him, he look upto his eyes firmly, or as firmly as he can, but got caught off-guard when the said man cup his face looking at his eyes as he whip away the tears decorating the smaller boy's beautiful face as he said "I am sorry" making the smaller boy look at him in shock like asking what? "Am Sorry for everything Pett-, Peter I mean, Peter I, you weren't a mistake, you never and you will be never, because you are more than that, you heard me peter, you are more than a mistake me, you are the boy I have been looking for all this year, you are the boy I love, I love you Peter, I was, I was just scared that you might not feel the same considering history between Lions and Snakes and than your friends were bullying Sev, hating us and my parents I was scared what they would say, I still am, but"

He lean in, sliding a hair strand behind his ears looking at the beautiful eyes calming sea blue eyes, as he continue "But I can't let you go, I can't lose you, I can't run away from this overwhelming feelings anymore, please Peter, just one chance, one chance is all I am asking for, I know I can't make everything up to you but I promise I will do my best, I will never let tears of despair fall from your beautiful eyes, please" looking at the Peter eyes begging for a chance, just one chance, making Peter jump on his arm as he pull him for a kiss, Regulus said in the middle of the kiss "I just promise to not let the tears-"

"Of despair fall, well it is tears of happiness" Peter said as he hug him tight

"Are you gonna forgive this dumbass just like that, Are you serious?" someone's voice was heard from the bush when another voice said "Do you have to ruin there moment Pottah?" "And Prongs I don't think you deserve any say on this" "You too Padfoot?" "Well he is right" another vice was heard "Ah Sevy look they are bullying me" "Oh stop you all, they were about to kiss" a soft girly voice was heard making the smaller boy blush as he hide his face on the chest of the man he love, and now his lover, making him chuckle as he ask"How much have you heard?" with mischievous glint in his warning other of the fact that the younger Black doesn't seems to like his moment with his beloved to be destroyed

"Pretty much everything?" Bella said or ask she can tell better, looking around for some support "I didn't knew you could be this emotional little bro" Silver eyes boy said as the man in question look at him with a raised eyebrow along with his mischievous glint now turn to murderous glint warning them to just leave the new couple alone, which they did, or Severus, Lucius and Lupin did dragging the others away from the possible future crime scene