Take Me Back To 2002 (Lurry)

Chapter 12

A/N

Today is Wednesday its my second study period today and I have another one as an elective after this and I wanna go home so I decided to continue to write this since Michael and Luke really need to talk that will happen now.

I would also like to know your opinions on pre marital kissing. I watched Awsten Knights YouTube video about it last night but it was click bate he never even said his opinions it was sad.

I got an F on my english test and I thought I did good iv failed so many tests this trimester im gonna get Fs this is actually really bad I suck at school.

Well ill hopefully publish this soon enough the date right now is 1/5/22 so hopefully ill get this out in the next week but im hoping sooner. The last few chapters have been from Michael and Lukes POVs cus thats all that made sense but I will switch it up as soon as I can.

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Michael's POV

Me and Luke are now laying in bed just watching TV. He just got out of the shower about 10 minuets ago we have reruns of football on the tv and no one sees us.

"what are you thinking about?" I ask him.

Hes been staring into space for a while.

"well we have to have that conversation." He reminds me.

"oh ya." well this lowers my mood.

I stare blankly at the TV. I didnt wanna do this but it had to be done.

"Michael look. I know your mad at me never pretend like we're not. Just because we have had whatever it was this relationship doesn't mean I dont know you better than anyone. You have been one of my best friends for the longest time."

"ya you to." Its true. Ill always love him even if its not like that ill do the world for him. I would follow him on a spiritual journey through satanism if he wanted me to.

"so why are you mad at me?" he asks.

I don't know how what to say. I can't do this to him. Its probably just my paranoia thinking hes cheating on me or something.

He's not. I want to believe that but I just can't. He's been weird lately and I know him and Harry really like each other.

Harry cares about him so much and he honestly barely even knows him.

WHY??????

I mean there friends and stuff but there not that close. I thought I was the only one who could care about him that much. Besides his family and maybe Calum and Ashton maybe but thats completely different.

Anyways its nothing to worry about they don't love each other.

"WHY DID YOU GO TO HIS HOUSE WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME" I blurt out.

"I dont know what your talking about I really didn't think it was a big deal. I just thought you should get some sleep." Luke says pretty calmly.

I feel kinda bad for yelling at him I know Lukey pookie is sensitive.

"Look maybe you just don't understand how I feel about you maybe its not mutual maybe you just dont love me anymore and Ill deal with it." I finally say. It doesn't feel as good as I thought it would to get this out in the open.

"Michael stop."

"NO"

"stop saying that, I still love you"

"HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT EVERY CONVERSATION WE HAVING IS SO FUCKING AKWARD DONT ACT LIKE YOU DONT SEE IT" I go off on him.

"look I get that but its just before we talked look we can fix this." he tries.