A Primrose Promise.

Operation

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Aiko opened his phone the next morning to 3 notifications. Two from Mei. One from Liam. He checked Mei's first, to see she had good news. He didn't know how to respond so he decided he'd think up on it.

Bestie Mei!!
I have good news :)
I found this doctor yesterday and I booked an appointment for the operation tomorrow, if you're up for it, of course- Though, keep in mind, you won't be able to ever feel love again :C big decision-

Aiko had Liam and Haru- Though Haru didn't like him- He for sure didn't want to loose Liam, even though he did piss him off a lot. He had anger issues and Aiko knew he could change, he loved him. He decided to open the notification from Liam and saw five words that broke his heart. He quickly responded and watched as Liam responded back, he threw his phone across the room in complete anger.

lovelyliam:
Im breaking up wit u.

Me:
What..?

lovelyliam:
haha now that were just friends... guess what i never even had anger issues- crazy right?

Aiko felt the rage burn up inside of him- He thought Liam had been diagnosed this whole time. Aiko was literally diagnosed with anger issues that he inherited from his good for nothing father!! Why would he be such a disgrace and say he had it?! Aiko fell to the floor, letting the sob break out from his mouth; His eyes tearing up. He had felt as if the world was ending. Liam had been with him so long- he had promised to be there... Always and forever? But he never meant it. He was a liar. He always had been. Aiko should have known that it would end this way. He should have known it could never last with a liar like him. He slowly got up, wiping the tears from the corner of his eyes, a blank stare creeped into them, setting an eery vibe. He crossed the room to grab his phone off the floor, a small crack in the top corner. Small. Very hide able. He opened his text messages and noticed that he had two notifications from Haru. He didn't open them. He wasn't going to let anything stop him or make him not wanna do what he was about to do. He opened text messages with Mei.

Bestie Mei!!
I have good news :)
I found this doctor yesterday and I booked an appointment for the operation tomorrow, if you're up for it, of course- Though, keep in mind, you won't be able to ever feel love again :C big decision-

Yeah, sounds good. I'm free :^

He leaned back and sighed, flopping back onto his bed. He decided to text Haru about the whole ordeal, this was to be the last time they could talk without Aiko being cold and no longer in love with him, so he opened the phone. His phone case was a carnation pink. He let his hands run through the cracks on the screen in the upper corner. He slowly examined it, getting distracted by its color and design. He drifted off out of reality and...

Mom: Saki!! Have you showered yet?

Aiko jumped a bit, he had been completely lost in thought, coated with fantasies and memorizing memories that actually made his life seem somewhat enjoyable. He got up and slumped into the bathroom. He slowly pulled aside the shower curtain and turned on the running water. Burning hot, enough to make his skin go red. He doubled back, clutching his stomach. The water roared in the background as it came pouring down, hitting the clear, white tub. The heated water crashing against the bottom. He grasped the toilet seat, pulling it up and a hard gasp turned into gagging.

Petals and Blood

Blood and Petals

He let out a breath, taking it all in. He gasped, yet again. He could feel the vines tearing at his skin, creeping in through his muscles. His tiny tendons and ligaments breaking at the feeling of this pain, blood creeping out of the holes they made in his skin. They where being ripped apart in mere seconds. They seemed to be breaking open. The feeling erupting in his chest, as if the flowers and vines had reached his stomach. He crumpled to the floor, bleeding out on the smooth, cold tiles. The whole world seemed to be pain and despair. Nothing good could come from life, ever. He curled up into a small ball and let the tears stream out of his eyes. Wishing everything was over, wishing he could disappear for good. Once and for all. He let himself close his eyes and forget the pain, he let himself remember his friends, Mei... he let himself remember Liam. Liam. Yuck. He let himself remember Haru... Haru!! He remembered the operation. The only thing that could save his life besides Haru, and honestly, it didn't feel like Haru was going to... he just wallowed in pain and sorrow on his floor. Waiting for the pain to wash over and end.

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