Dominating Secrets [BDSM]DISCONTINUED

CHAPT3R TW3LV3

He sets me down on my feet as he does his fly up. He doesnt half to fix his hair because it always looks like that. I can help but blush. He really is handsome and all mine.

"Take off your paintes" I step out of them and he picks them up. Stuffing them in his pocket. I blush and fix my hair. Why does he want my panties? Souvenir?

"You'll do" he smirks. I walk in front of him and he swatts my behind. I'm surprised when I moan. He intakes a sharp breath of air clearing his throat, hes affected by me the same way I am him. I open the door and Derrick stops, and walks up to me. Crap!

"Hey what were you doing in the closet?" I didn't even know this was a closet. I was to in the sexual heat to notice Hercules pulling me here. I blush the color of his satin red tie. I've never been caught like this. Before I can respond Matthew steps infornt of me. Coming in the middle of me in him. His lips press against mine. He's kissing me for derrick to see! I can't help but kiss him back. To deny him a kiss would be a sin. His hand is cupping my chin forcing my face up, His hand squeezing my behind. "Ready?" He tugs against my already swollen lips. I look over his shoulder and derricks gone. I frown.

"Why did you do that?" I hiss. He's not all to blame, I kissed him back but I'm not just some toy he can dangle infront of others.

"I wanted him to know your mine. I'm pretty damn sure he got the fucking picture."

"So did everyone else. At least he didn't leave me in the middle of the dance floor to tend to his mistress" I snap

He turns to find paparazzi taking pictures he roles his eyes and continues to scowl at me. "You better watch yourself. Come. Were leaving now" he takes my hand. And I follow him like a lost puppy as we exit the building. He opens my door and I sullenly slide it. He comes along side hoping it and starting the car. He pulls off heading back the mansion.

I was hoping for the silent car ride, but he throws that chance out the window as soon as he hits open road.

"First off. Don't talk about things you don't know. Second I do what ever I want when I want. And the honest truth is I could still make you come like a fucking train. So don't pretend I don't affect you the way you affect me" were did that come from?

"I affect you?"

"Of course you do. If I could I would fuck you every minute of every day"

"I'm glad you only want me for my body" I cross my arms folding my arms across my chest.

"Don't forget that smart mouth" he smirks

" you only like when I'm smart so you could spank you"

"Don't pretend you don't like it baby. You practically beg for more " he smirks

"I just don't want you to hurt me"
He stops and looks at me.

"Why would you think I would hurt you?" He furrows his eyes.

"Well you like to spank and cane me" can I feel any smaller. Its different talking about this stuff then actually doing it.

"Its about control"

"Or its about you wanting to strike fear in me"

"I am not you father" he growls

"I know that i-"

"If I new he was doing that kind of stuff I would have never- " he halts griping the steering wheel, his knuckles turn white and he tightens his jaw "look I'm not him and I never will be."

"I know. your not him. I didn't mean to try and compare you."

"If I'm completely honest I do have sadistic ways"

"So... Does that mean..." I halt he wants to hurt me?

"No. I'm not going to hurt you. You've been threw enough already. If you were one of my usual subs I would ask if your willing to try, but I don't think you could handle it" he mutters. I smile on the inside feeling sort of accomplished.

"Can i ask you something?"

"Of coarse"

" who was that women you left me for?"

"An old friend that doesnt concern you" he snaps.

"Why do you get so upset when i try to talk to you?"

He shakes his head telling me he's not going to answer .He pulls into the drive way, comes along side and opens my door.

"Don't forget you sleeping with me" I frown. And get out the car.

He takes my hand and leads me to the double doors of his room. Once inside I try to attack him, but to my surprise he pushes me off.

"No. You only want me to fuck you so i could put you to sleep. I need you to trust me. I told you from the beginning this isn't going to work if you can't trust me." I pout. But he takes no notice as he slides my dress off kissing my neck. I forgot I was wearing no underwear.

"Is it okay if I don't wear clothes. I need to feel its you. Its the only way I'll know the difference" he nods striping down himself. After he's completely naked he takes my hand. Leads me to the bed and lays me down pulling me into spooning position. Its just him. Its just him. I keep saying over and over.

"I'm not him Ashley " he whispers kissing my neck. He wraps his hand around my body kissing my hair. This is the sweetest he's been I like this side of him. My mind is racing and the only things that's holding me together is him kissing my neck telling me its okay. The question I've been asking my whole life is will it ever really be okay? My body relaxes and my nerves have seem to calm down. My eye lid close and soon enough I drift.