Dominating Secrets [BDSM]DISCONTINUED

CHAPT3R THIRT33N

Matthew POV

What the fuck are you thinking! Your catching feelings. Your breaking your number one rule! She's different. I have some overblown need to protect her. The only one she needs protection from is you. I frown. I'm going to end up hurting her. Its in my nature. No you forced yourself to be like that.But I had no damn choice. You had choices. Stop trying to make yourslef feel better about yourself. You better start being how you normally are. Once she ends up trusting you. Your going to hurt her.

my thoughts are shattered by whimpering. I turn on the lamp and look over at her. She's thrashing around. Tears rolling down her screwd shut eyes.

"No. no please stop" she cries. This is what she's talking about. I reach over and shake her. Wake up baby.
"Daddy please" she chokes. "no that hurts" she whimpers. I fully climb on top of her. Shaking her as hard as I can. wake up! She gasp and leaps up. Her hand comes around to hit my face but I catch it.

"Its me. Its me. Its okay" I stare at her wide eyed.
"I...I....I can't do this." She stammers. She shakes her head trying to push me off. "It never works... It never does" she whimpers. This girl is completely broken. Your only going to break her more.

"I need you to trust me. Do you trust me?" I've never seen those green eyes so wide before. There puffy from her crying and her bottom lip is trembling. She nods dashing tears out her eyes. I grasp he legs wrapping it around me. She facing my way. My hands cup he small face. Bringing her lips to mine.

"I'm not going to hurt you"

"I need you to help me sleep then" I know what she wants. I can't believe I'm saying this but, sex isn't the answer.

"Ashley" i sigh. This isn't working

"Please its the only way. " she sniffs. I part her legs, hitching it up her leg which she wraps around my waist. With one slow thrust I bury my self into her. I'm rewarded with a loud tortured moan. I ease out and then back in. Stretching and filling her. We both moan in admiration of the others body. I speed up pace. She throws her head back crying out. He nails digging into my back. I goan capturing her mouth. I can fell her tears and taste them on her lips.

"Ah..." She moans I suck softly on her neck leaving bite marks. She tightens around me and I know she's close. So am i

" come for me" she let's go screaming into my neck .my name sounding different coming from those lips. Its as if she oh no... Did I just... No no i dismiss the thought. I'm quick to follow spilling my seed in her I pull out and she hugs my body. Nuzzling my cheat.

After a few moments there's long soft breaths brushing against my bear chest.

"Don't let me go" she mutters against my heated skin. I know what I half to to. This person isn't me.

My phone rings and I unlatch myself to go get it. She moves around for a but only to fall into the same peaceful slumber. I shrug on some sweats walking out my bedroom.

"What" I snap.

"Such harsh tones. I was just calling to tell you it was nice seeing you. I'm staying in town for the next two days, and I was wondering if you would like to join me for lunch"

"Sarah" I breathe.

"Don't sound so shocked kid" she chuckles. The fucking nerve of her.

"We haven't spoken let alone seen each other in ten years and all of a sudden you appear out of the blue. Then you ask me to lunch. Excuse me if I'm a little shocked why were you at the dinner anyway? " I hiss

"Don't blame me. Your the one who left... and I can't stop by to see an old friend? " she snaps

"I couldn't handle what you told me. And hell you were sleeping with the bastard. And let's not dip into the age pond. " I scoff. She should be the last women talking about age.

"You knew that. Don't pretend. your a bright boy. You filled in the clues"

"I just thought -"

"I would leave him for you. Please. I would be a laughing stalk. 'Women runs off with lover old enough to be his mother'. Think about your future. It was hard watching you go. "

"That's nice coming from the women who ruined someone else's"

"I wasn't ready for that and you know it."

She wasn't ready for anything. I roll my eyes wanting to be done with this conversation. " I half to go" I mutter

"So will you stop bye sometime I won't be here long."

"I'll think about it. Tomorrow maybe. Goodbye." I hang up walking back into the bed room.

I walk to the edge of the bed sitting down. She's so beautiful when she sleeps. Who could hurt something so pure? You! She rolls over facing me . her hair fanning across her face. I smooth it over grazing her earlobe, she moans slightly making me grin. I bring the cover up covering her breast.
"I'll hurt you. You just don't see it yet" I mutter closing my room door behind me. How could I help someone so broken when I'm broken myself. I've done things I'm not proud of. But pretending with this whole act would be the biggest.

So how do you like his POV? I know its short Yea he has some demons in his closet. Any clues to what? Ha you'll never guess ...anywho...
~laters