Dear diary
I'm a failure as a Blight
I'm not fearless nor without feelings
Weakness can't survive in the Blight Manor so we are stripped from softness at a young age
But no matter how much they hit me, scold me or any kind of punishment that crosses their mind I'm still afraid of somethings and that's something unforgivable round here so I'm usually reminded how much of a disappointment I am and how I should change among other things
It's hard and it makes me feel sad but I try not to show it because I know if I do it'll only get worse
