AN// I'm sorey about the spme of the spelling errors on the last chapter it was about 4 in the morning and my brain wasn't working properly even after I re read it to check
John was in his office filling out the last of his paperwork mary and the baby was out hohn guessed they went to the park it was a nice sunny day after all mary asked him to come with them but he diddnt have the time nor the energy
After another 10 minutes of filling in files he went to watch the TV there was a game on man City vs Tottenham hot spurs and be thought it would be a nice break from everything
"Looks like an interesting match"said one of the commentators
"Yes the game is on" said the other
John smiled like a little kid at that comment as all the times he and sherlock would be on case and he would be jumping round like a teenager who had there first kiss "the game is on on john the game is on" suddenly his smile dissappeard realising how long it's been since he's saw sherlock or heard his voice
He turned of the TV suddenly not in the mood to watch a bunch of grown men kick a ball around a field he sighed a frustrated sigh and ran his fingers through his hair
Then his phone rang
He smiled slightly just with one piece of hope that it would be sherlock he looked at the phone 'no caller I'd' confused and slightly worried he answers
"Hello?"John said confusion visible in his voice
"Look outside the window"said a mysterious but very familiar voice
"Mycroct?"John said with amusent
"Well this was alot more fun when you diddnt know the sound of my voice" Mycroct answerd
"Why did you call" "wait look outside the window?" He walked to the blind and pulled them open smiling slightly seeing a black tinted car
"We're going for a drive mr watson I assume I don't need to make any threats"
"No just let me phone mary and then-"
"It's allready sorted I called her"
"You called her?"John said confusesd "what did you say"
"Well I said I was going to kidnap and murder you" mycrost said sarcasm written all over his tone god people are stupid he thought
John laughed a real laugh the first in a while "Ok I'm coming"
He grabbed his keys and coat locking the door behind him before walking over and stepping into the car
"You know I can't say I havnt missed this but where are we going"
"Well you should be rather familiar with the road I'll be taking you down and when more familiar with destination"
John stayed quit he wasn't sure how to respond so he just tried to guess where he was going
"Such a simple mind" mycrot commented before steeping on the gass to 221b
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Sherlock was probably not in the state for visitors especially not John he'd just took his afternoon shot maybe took abit to much because his whole body was trembling head to toe and his mind raced faster then it over have even for sherlock but he still wanted more he needed more he craved it he wanted to forget everything everyone he was weak and he hated it he held of on the cravings with the smalling shred of hope for life he had life and cradled himself on the couch
Mycroct pulled up outside 221b and opened John's door when john realised where he was his heart was puping in and out of his chest why was here was sherlock ok had somthing happend
John started to walk towards the strange without a word before Mycroct stopped him by grabbing his arm
"You uh may find it a bit disturbing but you two was close at one point even if you both deny it you may of been all he had"and with that Mycroct walk in the entrance being stopped by miss Hudson coming out of her flat
"Mycroct? You was just here wanst you is everything OK with sherlock?"she said with worry
John walked in and had a smile on his face when he saw miss Hudson
Miss Hudson dropped the towels she was holding and ran straight over to him pulling him in a hug"oh dear its been so long how are you hows marry and and rosie"
John smiled at the women who stood before him "were all great thank you how have you been Mrs hudson"
"I'm sorry to interrupt reuins but Mr watson you may want to see upstairs"
John was worried why did Mycroct wanst him to Sherlock so much he wanst really complaining he's wanted to see sherlock for so long but john started to feel stuff for sherlock stuff you shouldn't feel fo you bestfreind and the stuff he thought of- he just thought it would be better to cut of contact to a minium
"Yeah yeah ofcorse"john said worried written all over his tone
Mycroct led john upstairs and knocked on the door
Sherlock moved from the couch to the kitchen and had injected atleats another 2 needles into his arm by the time they've kocked sherlock took the needles out of his arms and went back to his couch ignoring the knock completely thinking it would be miss Hudson with more tea or just any excuse to try and talk to him
Mycroct knocked again a louder knock this time
"Go away"sherlock said his voice hoarse and lifeless
"Sherlock can you please me in for 5 minutes tops and then I'll be out of your hair" Mycroct tried
"What have you come to eat on me from earlier tell me how stupid I am?"
Sherlock sighed still not moving from the couch just sinking further into it
"Sherlcok" John said from the door hoping he'd open it "please"
Sherlock sat up at the sound of that voice walking to the door and unlocking it "John what are you doing here?" He said trying to act like he diddnt care but he did he wanted to tell him everything how he felt
John diddnt answer him he was soaking in the state of his freind the visible needle marks some old some very very fresh the way he was trembling he looked like he might black out right on the spot or his eyes they just like dull like he was hanging on for the point of it "sherlock"john said in a low tone looking up at him
Sherlock kept John eye contact for a few seconds before clearing his throat suddenly feeling awkward "I was uhm busy you two should probably go"sherlock hated himself but he couldn't let john see him like this
"Yeah busy with what stabbing yourself with god knows what" John shot back he didn't know why but he felt angry that sherlock is doing this to himself
"It's not like anybody cares enough to check once in a while" sherlock glared shooting right back
"Oh so this is about me now well I'm sorry that I have a family I have to look after somthing that you'll probably never have"
Sherlock nodded slightly took of by the comment his comment but diddnt let it show "I'm aware of that and I wouldn't be wanting one anyway"
"So your just going to be alone your whole life and your going to be fine with that?"John argued back
"Alone is what I have alone protects me"
"Nope freinds protects you"
"What freinds?"Sherlock said so blankly the atmosphere changed the room though he felt like breaking down in that spot
John shifted in his spot "sherlock i-"
"I don't need excuses or apologise John I am fine but I am busy so if you wouldn't mind"sherlock pointed to the way of the bottom door and before either John or Mycroct could protest the flat door was shut and locked
AN// hey I'm sorry for any spelling mistakes as I wrote this at my freinds birthday party and it had to be quick but I hope you like it❤❤
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Fanfictionprior to season 4 what I think would happen if mary didn't die and the women missed the shot
