Their Year (Aphmau Fanfic) {re-made}

It's okay... (chapter 4)

*Garroths pov*
I'm worried about Zane.. It's been almost 5 hours since he went to sleep. I went to check on him. He was twitching in his sleep, I think he was sweating hard to tell in the dark. But I was to chicken to wake him.
-Garroth, Does Zane want some pizza? Laurence asked having a big piece of pizza in his mouth.
-Ehm he can take some when he wakes up. I grabbed a slice of pizza and took a bite.
-He's been asleep for hours now. Laurence put his plate down on the living room table.
-Well he.. I was disturbed by something hitting my shoulder. Kim had fallen asleep and leaned against me, Laurence laughed and forced another slice into his mouth. But I hated to admit it, Zane hasn't eaten anything. It's not healthy, I carefully placed Kim down on the couch.
-I'm going to check up on Zane. I said and turned to the stairs, Laurence didn't answer his mouth was to stuffed with pizza. I turned the corner to Zanes room and hesitated, but then turned the handle. Like before he was twitching and turning and like I expected he was sweating, I walked up to him and was planning on scaring him awake but then.. i heard he was groaning, in all drama movies I've watched I think he's having a nightmare. I grabbed Zanes shoulder and shook it slightly.
-Zane, wake up! I started shaking him hardly.
He woke up in a panic,
-GARROTH! He yelled his voice, raspy and a crack in his tone.
-Zane, It's okay... I cradled his head into my chest. He was breathing heavily, his tears watered down my shirt.
-Zane, what happened? I asked him when he calmed him self down.
-Ein, he.. Zane curled himself up into a ball.
-It's okay your not there anymore, he won't hurt you. I reassured him patting his back, slowly.
-Stop.. Stop saying that, I know he's gone it won't change anything. Zane looked away from me and wiped off some tears.
-Zane you don't have to face this alone. I tried to make out a good enough of a smile in this situation. He just kept looking away, he didn't wanna face the situation and I know that. He never wants to face situations the way they are.
-Ehm we got some pizza down stairs if you want some. I offered him.
-No, I don't want any.. He scoffed still with a voice crack from crying.
-Are you sure, because there's alot! Laurence don't know how to cook.. Hehe. I tried to joke with him.
-Stop joking Garroth it isn't funny. He sounded angry and he didn't want to listen to me, I looked away and sighed.
-When you were under the effects of the forever potions.. I tought I'd never get you back ever again. I rolled my thumbs, Zane rolled his eyes to look at me.
-And when you broke free for those few moments, Before we threw the anti-potion at you. You said stuff that opened my eyes, I realized how selfish and self centered I've been these years. Ever since we were small. And I know this is not a way to fix anything but.. 《I'm sorry》
I felt my eyes warm up and something wet roll down my face, Zane looked at me and nodded. He didn't have to answer I didn't deserve that luxury of a "Its okay" he didn't have to say that, and he knows that.
-I'll leave you alone.. I stood up.
-Garroth.. Pizza sounds good. He looked up at me. I smiled in relief, come on its getting cold. We walked out the door togheter, as brothers for real. Not some sort of act that I kept up for our parents to enjoy.

But as genuine brothers
 
                  《To be continued》