Their Year (Aphmau Fanfic) {re-made}

Big brother part 1 (chapter 12)

28 years ago December the 2th 17:32
Garroth a 2 year old boy was playing with the toy train the hospital had left in the waiting room. Meanwhile his dad beside him leg was bouncing like a basket ball. Garroth didn't understand his dad's worry, he didn't understand any of it. Why was his mom so worried when the floor got wet? Did she drop a cup of something.

"Daddy, whens mommy cowming ouwt?" Garroths voice was small and soft. It shock his father out of his panicked trance. "Ehm your mommy wasn't doing so well. So ehm... The doctors are making her better.." His father's voice was a whisper a soft one. And just as this moment the door to the room the doctors took Garroths mom a man left. Garte shot out of the chair he was in faster than he rushed too Ziannas side when she yelled for him.
"Is she alright, the baby! It wasn't.. It wasn't supposed to be here for another month." Garroth didn't understand but he knew his father was scared like he was when that spider was in his room. "You're wife is fine Mr ro'meave and... I think you'll wanna come and meet your son." Garte rushed out of the way from the doctor and into the room. So now he was alone, Garroth ro'meave had never been alone before. This was the first time he felt alone. So he sat there the wood toy train in his hand. And he sat there until a young woman left the room.

"Hello Garroth! Your mother asked me too bring you in!" Garroth grabbed the woman's finger and she led him into the room his father just disappeared into. And now he wasn't alone anymore. He'd never be alone anymore because he just earned a buddy for life. His father whipped his head around. "Oh shit... Im sorry I forgot.." His eyes were red probably cause he's been crying. But he's smiling it wasn't crying like when Garroth got hit in the head by a ball he turned around again facing away from his first born. Garroth couldn't see anything, he couldn't see his dad's face or his mom's body. He was still lonely. "Garroth.. I want you too meet someone" his moms voice was broken cracky but still in that normally soft manner.

The small blonde slowly made his way across the room too where he guessed his mom's voice was located. His father grabbed him under his arms and lifted him up from the ground, and yes.. Now he could see, his father's happy face, his mom's exhausted happy teary eyes. And the object, well not object in her arms. Garroth examined the object. Was it a toy maybe a stuffed animal? "Garroth, this is Zane. Your new baby brother.." Ziannas voice once again cracked as she tried too hold her soft voice. Garroth now knew what she was holding it was a baby.. He's meet some of them before but why is this one important.. A brother? "Waut?" He looked at his father for an explanation and he just smiled in response.

"He's your brother.. someone you'll care for and look out for your entire life. And he'll do the same. The two of you will be bonded for your entire life no matter what happens." Zianna calmy explained as she cradled the smaller human in her arms. Garroths focus shifted too the baby. "Babwy brother.." Garroth reached his pointy finger out too the baby and in response it grabbed it. This is what made Garroth love him, this small action from Zane grabbing his finger is what made Garroth swore too protect his brother from any evil. It became his number one priority.

AND YOU FAILED DIDN'T YOU, YOU USELESS PIECE OF!

"ZANE!"
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*zanes pov*
I awoke once again too a horrible morning thats going too be filled with nothing but sadness and more depression. It's been almost a month now since the accident in the lodge and a week since Lucinda moved in with Kim. So now I'm here, in my bed staring up into my roof just wanting too go back too that dream I had. The one where I'm in his place. In the nightmare where instead of Aaron falling into a coma and leaving aphmau depressed its me. Because I know if it was me, no one would care. It would be better that way.

But I know if I don't get out of bed Garroth will worry for me. And I'll have too go trough the heartbreak of having too listen to him cry, begging for me too let him help me. Having too know im the reason he has nightmares that wakes him screaming just like me, Lucinda and Kim. I want him too be better again. So like yesterday and the day before that, I force myself out of bed. I force myself too wash my face and put on clothes that make me look like a human being. But when I stare in the mirror too check I don't look too idiotic the only thing I see staring back is an useless asshole. I take a deep breath right before. "ZANE!"

Garroths distressed voice makes me jump and I bolt for his room. When I make It in there Garroth is sitting up in his bed holding his hand on his chest. "Hey... Nightmare?" My voice is shaky as I try too sound calm. The only response I get is him nodding his head and then curling up into a ball. I take a seat beside him in his bed. "Its better too talk about them, you know?" I tilt my head and remove my mask. "Ehm oh Irene ehm... It wasn't really a nightmare.. more of a ngh voice.. Its hard too explain..." His voice cracks multiple times while he tries too explain his nightmare. I honestly dont know what too do, because as you know I'm not exactly mister friendly. But then I think about mom. The way she comforted Garroth, Vylad and me when we were younger. She'd do this thing where she stroked our noses slowly and it made us calm or mostly sleepy. It didn't look hard when she did it...
(This method is something I use too calm myself and fall asleep after a long day)

I signal with my hand for him too come over too me and he does just that. I can't believe we went from me yelling att him how too wash clothes correctly too this in just a few weeks. I put my arm around him so he leans att my shoulder. He's never been like this with my before, never this week. He almost looks small. I put the front of my free hands pointy finger on his nose and start stroking up and down slowly. "I know what your doing.." He whispers this makes me smile. And in only some minutes he's breathing correctly. The blonde man pulls away from me and takes a deep breath. "Man, that wasn't fun." He shakes his head. "Yeah, you know you can talk too me if you ever feel unsure or sad right?" I say putting my hand on his shoulder.

He smiles and nods his head." You too baby brother." That nickname he's given me used too make me squirm and cringe. But now it reminds me how amazing Garroth is. He cares for me and loves me so much and I've never been grateful for any of it. I really messed up these past couple of days.
"Thank you.." I begin before standing up from his bed and continue att his door.
                       "Big brother..."