Their Year (Aphmau Fanfic) {re-made}

Please.. talk to us (chapter 8)

(Sorry for being gone! I just got out the hospital because of covid😒)

*Third-person*
Zane sat in the kitchen and dug his fork into his pasta. He had been staring at it for around half an hour now it just didn't look tasty. He gave up and threw the pasta away, he wanted to text Aph but she had just settled in and she doesn't need to hear his nagging. He stared at her number and switched to Kawaii-chans. He had his thumb traveling over the keys trying to find the right thing to say. But he didn't he closed his phone and put it back in his pocket. Now that he tought about it he hadn't talked to anyone since Aph came home. He let go off the tought and walked up to his room.

Meanwhile Lucinda was walking in circles in her living room. She cursed a bit under her breath. She was trying to contain herself. She was ashamed of herself this was her third panic attack just this week. She knew the others got them too but they only got one every two weeks. Her's and Zanes were worse. She was just so ashamed that she was so weak. She grabbed a cup from the counter and filled it with water to calm her throat down from burning. She slowly started to slow her breathing down and she looked at her shaking hands.
-Lucinda?. Lucinda jumped at the sudden voice coming from behind her. She restrained her hands behind her back.
-Kim. I didn't hear you there. Lucinda was shaking in her voice. Kim immediately heard something was wrong.
-You've been rather distant. The others are getting worried haha! But not me. Kims eyes had dulled down and her voice sounded older and cocky it was Ghost. Lucinda rolled her eyes as Kim yelled at Ghost.
-Did you need anything Kim? Lucinda crossed her arms and smiled at Kim.
-Well Garroth wounderd if we wanted to come over. He had something we needed to discuss the people from the lodge. Kim scratched her neck and looked into Lucindas tierd eyes.
-Yeah I'll just change into new clothes and i'll meet you guys there. Kim nodded and smiled before walking out.

*Lucindas pov*
I pulled on my jacket and walked out of my house. I walked down the road towards Garroths house I wounderd if Aph was going to come over too. But since it's about the lodge Garroth wouldn't drag her into it that's for sure. Garroth is kind and caring always puts others first. I kicked a rock and it flew and bounced off a tree. I looked at the tree and dragged my fingers trough my hair.

Aaron
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Aphmau

Aaron had made it the first week they started dating. Kawaii-chan makes sure everyday it's not vandalized or destroyed I know she'd go crazy if it was. I felt a tug at my heart. If only I knew more about forever potions if only my potion had worked Aaron wouldn't be in the state he was in. Aph would be okay everything would have been fine. I just feel so guilty. Finally I stop staring and start walking towards Garroths house again. When I made it I softly knocked on the door. It opened slowly and there Kim was standing.
-Hey Lucinda.. You finally made it. Kim smiled at me and let me inside. Garroth and Zane were sitting in the living room.
-Hey guys. Zane are doing okay? I looked down at Zane who was cupping his face in his hands.
-Im good... He whisperd rupping his eyes before looking up. I looked att Garroth who shook his head.
-Laurence is out with his family so don't worry about him hearing anything. Garroth crossed his arms and sat down on their couch beside Zane.
-What did you call us in for? Kim asked Garroth who sighed.
-Lucinda sit down. Garroth stood up and looked staright into my eyes. I was almost taken back by his serious voice. I sat down beside Zane who looked just as confused.

Kim looked at Garroth who's sighed and looked down at us.
-Me and Kim have been noticing both of your behavior. Lack of sleep and food. The panic attack. You guys are clearly not OKAY! Kim sounded serious and looked at us. Zane sighed and cupped his face again. I looked away from them and crossed my legs.
-Please.. talk to us. Kims voice cracked a bit. Zane sighed and still wouldn't look at them.
-We're fine we should be supporting Aph right now. I scoffed and frowned. Kim and Garroth both sighed and once again looked at eachother.
-If you guys ever need to talk, We're here. Garroth crossed his arms before leaving the room. Zane looked up as Garroth was leaving the room. His eyes had bags only a week of no sleep could bring on him. He got up and followed Garroth. Me and Kim could hear them talking but not about what. After around fifteen minutes they entered the room again. Zane looked like he had cried well it looked like both of them had. Zane sat down beside me again and cupped his face and sniffled quietly. He probably tought we couldn't hear him. I felt bad for him out of us two he had probably suffered the worst. Mind wiping can be traumatic. Really traumatic.
-We'll let you guys think. Kim tried to smile and then walked out the room Garroth following after her tail. I looked at Zane before jerking my head back so I was looking up the roof.

Why did this have to happen?