I had a dream last night,
A dream about him that made me question somethings.
Well not question, more like rethink the thought i had about loosing feelings.
I didn't.
It sure changed, but there's still something there.
The dream made me return some steps back like on a board game.
It reminded me of the feeling i thought i lost when i remember his face, his laugh, the fact that he could never be mine and makes it quite obvious...
Sure things got messed up.
Well they were pretty messed up from the beginning but i always turn a blind eye.
I still do... i think.
Something is different though, i have something in my possession that I need to return but i cannot bring myself to see him,
I don't want to
It feels like I'm afraid,
I am.
I don't know why.
That news back then sure triggered something weird into me.
I thought i became numb;
towards everything around me ? yes.
towards him ? never.
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Non-FictionWhen i walked away from him, i didn't know what to feel ; it didn't hurt, it was bitter, it wasn't heartbreaking, it was sad. Then i thought; am i starting to move on ? I don't want to move on. This story is about the thoughts, of a naive girl le...
