A Goddess Great Mistake

Chapter 7: Sirens

People were looking at us. I couldn't move. Not even raise my fork. But after some second I snapped out of it and ate my food. My body, happy with the new energy intake.

"So what's your favorite food?" I asked him. The silence felt so awkward and I couldn't stand it. Hase looked at me with his wonderful eyes and I felt like melting. I can't decide if this is a good feeling or not. Then he started to laugh.

"Why are you laughing?" I looked at him and he just looked back whit. Love?

"I said that you didn't make any moves to get to know me and the first thing you ask me is what my favorite food is?" His gaze on me made my face grow hot and I just poked around in my food I had in front of me.

"Yah, that is exactly what I did. '' I lost my courage and just couldn't meet his eyes. I knew he was shaking his head and it didn't help my self esteem.

"Well it's enchiladas, what's yours?" my head snapped up. He smiled at me and gosh, I like his smile.

"Well everything whit chicken in it, I love chicken" and there his laugh were again. I don't know why but I started to like his smile.

We sat there a long time just talking and getting to know each other. His favorite color is blue and he loves dogs. I'm not surprised. If he can't sleep at night then he usually goes out for a run. He had a big brother, I didn't get to know more than that.

At the end 0f the evening he followed me back to my room and kissed my hand before saying goodnight and walking away. Leaving me to myself and my thoughts.

There was something that happened when someone said that you were there mate. Our body instantly tried to figure out if that were thru, and in some cases were even some ghost mate feelings apering. There were cases where a pair had felt sparks, Mate sparks but ended up not being soul mates. I really hoped that this wasn't one of those cases where he isn't my mate.

I could feel my body being dragged towards him and I didn't want to let it go. I stripped out of my clothes before walking into the bathroom to take a shower. I cleaned my heart and body before saving.

45 minutes later, I was laying in my bed. My head is spinning with thoughts. When will I shift, I have a mate, of course I have a mate why wouldn't I? Why do I still feel like something was missing? Oh no, maybe Hase doesn't want me when he gets to know that I am an omega! What will I do then? I will have to leave. Yeah that is my plan B. Or maybe I should just leave before he gets a chance to even know it? No, I can not do that to him. But what about me? Can I take the heartbreak? I think I can. No I can't, I'm too weak. No, I'm strong. Ugh why stupis thoughts!. But what if Hase isent my mate? What will I do then? After some time I finally found some sleep.

The moon was highest and a full moon was soon to be in the night sky. The time of the month when the wolves were stronger than ever.

I woke up in a pool of sweat and tears running down my face. My breath was out of order and I was shaking. A Nightmare! I was crying hysterically and my head was between my legs. No more sleeping for today, not for me atleast. I would never be able to go back to sleep, not after this! I

I didn't get these night terrors as often anymore. They were all a replay of the attack on my last pack. I used to have them for the first half year after it happened and then they stopped appearing one day. Well not entirely, they still come around now and then.

I looked to the night stand where my phone was charging and saw that the clock was 4.06. So instead of just laying there I chose to get up out of bed and go to the gym. So I put on a pair of gray yoga pants and a baby pink sports bra. It was one of my favorites. I grabbed a water bottle and put on my apple watch, took my airpods and phone before I went to the gym.

It was empty, surprised? No? me neither. I started off running on the treadmill and then went over to strengthen the machines. I worked on my ass and legs before doing some exercises for my back and arms to end the 50 minutes workout on the stairs machine to warm down.

If you were to put me beside a werewolf, I would look weak but beside a human. I would look strong. So I was storing, just not in the werewolf world.

After finishing my spontainius workout I went home to take a quick shower, before going to breakfast, drinking a big coffee and then going to work.

The showers were cold and nice and my breakfast was okay. It was serial today. Probably not so many in that kitchen who liked to cook. But my coffee! It was a big caramel latte with sweet cream and a double shot of espresso. I didn't see Hase anywhere in the dining room this morning and I kind of missed him.

I took my coffee in a take away mug and walked over to my jobb. The kids were supposed to be walking in, in half an houser. I walked in and didn't see any other person in the daycare. Strength!

I did the usual preparations and when the parents started to come in with their kids I just created them and seked them off the list.

I had already figured out that this was going to be a hard day. I was alone with around 50 kids. It can be hard to be alone with two! But noo, I was alone with 5 newborns, 10 babies that could crawl and were under the age of one, 10 between the ages of 1-3, 15 between 3-5 and 10 that were six years old!

Why didn't anyone say that they were to be gone? Ugh! At 10 oclock where it was time for the baby's morning bottle and I feeded two at a time. It took me 45 minutes to get them all fixed, and during that time, I sorted out three quarrels. At twelve I started with all the kids' lunches. I made some meatballs and macaroons. They were served with tomato sauce and some cucumber. It took me about an hour to cook the food and by the time the food was ready I had to patch up a kid because she had fallen off a sofa.

When were my omega powers supposed to turn on now again? After lunch it was naptime for them all and I had to change some diapers

The day went by like that. I didn't have time for everything and I was so stressed and my gift didn't show. Useless gift! Why have a gift when it's not helping when I need it? It was now two hours before the fist pick up was to happen today. It all went smoothly for once and that was when the sirens went off. Oh shit!

"Alright all kids that are six years old come help Quinn and I'll have a surprise for you tomorrow, but you need to do as I say!" all the sixes olds each got a new born baby or one that was younger than one and got them down the tunnel.

"And stay there I will come down soon. when the younger kids come down you make them stand in a line and be quite okay!" They all whispered okay and I sent the younger kids down. When i had all fifty down there did i also go down and closed the opening behind me.

"Alright kids, we are playing a quiet game! If you wanna win you need to be quiet!" They all nodded and we started to walk. I look back now and then with two kids in my arms. Some time later we were all in a bid room full of women and young adults. They all looked up when they saw me and some even rushed over to see if their kids were there. As the kids walked in I counted their heads, but stopped at 49.

"Someone is missing!" I whispered but they all heard me. Werewolf hearing.

"What?" one mom said angrily

"HOW COULD YOU MISS A CHILD?" she screamed right up in my face. That was when the fog came.

" I understand that you are angry mam, but try to be the only grown up with fifty kids and no one answering their phones. I will walk back and find the missing kid and I know that she is in the tunnel beakus I counted them before walking down myself, and they can't get back up from this side." that seemed to calm her down but she weren't calm.