SIDE EFFECTS OF YOU- D.M (discontinued)

𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝐼

Cᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪs sᴏ ᴏᴠᴇʀʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ
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Fʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴀʙʟᴇ • Hᴀʀʀʏ Sᴛʏʟᴇs

I've never been one for religion. I believed for half of my life that Christianity was purely to make people feel better about the fact they will unwillingly and undeniably die one day. It doesn't matter if you are never ready for the grim reaper. He continues no matter the red lights.

-D.M

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O N Y X D O L O H O V:

I woke to the sight of platinum hair and soft breathing. Draco was turned away from me with his head buried in his pillow and his naked skin against silk sheets. I ran my fingers along his back and tried to hide my self in his back.

i want to hide here forever. Hes so warm and perfect in every way.

he groed as he turned over and wrapped his arms around my naked torso and planted kisses along my hair line while still half asleep. "Good morning" he mumbled moving his hands lower down my back to rest them on my ass.

"Good morning" I chucked and moved so I could straddle his hips.

we moved to the bed later the night before after sleeping on the bathroom floor for an hour or two. we went to bed naked and pleasured. I would never complain if I could have that feeling for the rest of my life.

if I was on top of anyone else I might've felt insicerity crawl up my back and rap around my neck to strangle me but with Draco it fled. I felt better. I felt free. I felt...pretty.

I felt worth it as his hands rested on my waist and he didn't hesitated to rake his eyes up and down my body.

I couldn't help but look at his body as well. A scar on his shoulder and a another hardly noisable unless your looking for it on his nose. and a mark on his for arm. I tried not to look down at his mark for to long scared of what he's done to it.

but it doesn't matter where I looked. self-inflicted scars laid everywhere.

on his stomic, colerbones, v-line. everywhere.

I wanted to stop myself-scared that he would be uncomfterble from my touch but I couldn't stop myself from lightly tracing my fingers long his scars. he closed his eyes and tenced.

"Im sorry" I apolagised taking my hands away "um, your not alone Draco." I lend down to kiss his forehead trying to comfort him.

"if theres one thing we have in common, its scars." I could feel the emotions going though him as I said it.

his eyebrows ferrowed and his eyes where full of worry. this time when his eyes raked down my body he took his time.

this time he saw my scars.
this time he saw my burns.
this time he got up and kissed them.

he put a soft hand to my neck and kissed down from my throat to my breasts, to my wrists.

"I love you" he mumbled into my skin causing my breath to stop.

"what?" Did I hear him right?

"Im sorry" it was his turn to apologize as his eyes went wide. "I didn't mean to-"

right as he was going to explain himself the door burst wide open and we heard a laugh come from the doorway.

"shit" draco rushed as he grabbed my hips and switched our position. he was now on top of me coving my naked body with his.

"Is that Dolohov?" Blasie lauged.

"Dont you fucking knock?" draco yelled as I tried to cover myself more.

"not when its my room!" at this point he was dubbed over in laugter. "honestly I saw it coming, Malfoy, the way you look at her and- oh God this is Gold." He practically had tears from laughing so hard.

My grip on my own skin was harsher than ever as I tried to cover myself. Draco's body was hardly pressed against mine yet that wasn't enough. The embarrassment was already embedded in my blood.

I could tell it was going to be one of those moments I think about often and cringe.

"C-can you just get out" Draco said irritated. "Please, get the fuck out!" His nostrils flared and his hair was messy around his face.

Holy fuck he's hot

"I got you bro" Blaise said saluting before turning around swiftly and leaving.

Draco dropped his head onto my chest and let out a soft laugh. "It's not funny" I said with the brightest smile possible. I ran my fingers through his hair as I surveyed his smile.

He has dimples.

Oh my fucking god this man can literally run me over five times and I'd still have his children.

There's very few men in this world that make me feel like that. Some examples would include; Robert Pattinson, Aaron Warner and Michel Cave.

I have very high and unrealistic expectations.

Draco got up and handed me my clothes and he got ready himself.

When I left and was met with Blaise in the hallway a rush of embarrassment took over my body.

It was moments like this where I wish I could fly only to fall
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