Hᴇʏ ʟᴏʀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ɪᴍ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴛᴇᴀʀs
- ⵊᴍ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ • Lᴀʙʀɪɴᴛʜ & Zᴇɴᴅᴀʏᴀ
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Alice:
How long is forever?
White rabbit:
sometimes just one second
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The sound of dead wax from a record player in the corner of the Malfoy library was all I could focus on.
I knew Mattheo and Enzo were a laughing mess for no reason, but my brain couldn't focus on that.
It didn't care to.
My dad told me about a therapist he wrote to a week after he got out of Azkaban. He suggested I give therapy a spin considering everything that has happened. I was reluctant at first but took him up on his offer.
"Hello, Darling, we're going to start with some routine questions," was the first thing Miss Ashley said to me.
I lied about a lot of things.
Self-harm is a main.
I told her about Draco and my amazing friends and things that had happened to me except...one thing.
I had to mugglefy a lot of things.
All she said in return to me, pouring my soul out, was, "I think your trauma sprouted from your childhood."
WELL, NO FUCKING SHIT.
She suggested that I go on medicine for my crippling anxiety and ADHD. To be honest, I didn't know I had that until I went.
I thought it was normal.
So now I'm sitting in the Malfoy Library staring at a record player drugged out of my mind with Adderall and Xanax.
I don't know if I want to run around circles or stare longer.
Until Draco blocked my view of the record player to change the side from A to B on his Eminem Curtain Call vinyl.
The soft hum of 'Stan' started playing as Draco glanced at me and picked up his book.
"You good?" Draco asked, inching closer.
"Mhmm," I hadn't told anyone about the medicine. I hoped I could take it and never mention anything about it.
"My birthday is in a few weeks," he said with a smile, showcasing his dimples.
"Yeah, it's on my calendar" June 5th, however, wasn't marked for that reason. I wasn't going to tell him just yet. Not when he seemed so excited.
For now, this fake smile with has to do.
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SIDE EFFECTS OF YOU- D.M (discontinued)
FanfictionDiscontinued...has good smut tho- "Art that was filled with flaws and insecurity...but that's what made it so beautiful. The defects made it worth the used paint. What's the Point of painting something perfect when you can have something like this?"...
