WABI - SABI [ EN- Series #1]

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Have you ever missed someone so much that you feel physically sick? One that would also make you look at your phone every time it buzzes hoping it's that person? What about that thing where you're latching onto the one last hope in your heart that he'll come back?

If you know how it feels and what it feels like, those things are EXACTLY what Kim Dan Bi is feeling. 

Hoping that he'll call at night and tell her that he's sorry and that he's coming over to fix them. But no, as much as she highly hoped for that to happen, it never did. He never called her late at night to apologize. He never called her to tell her he's sorry and worst of all, He never called her to say that he's coming over to fix the two of them. 

And that? That's what kept tearing Kim Dan Bi apart. 

Is she angry? She is. 

She didn't even expect her to be THIS angry towards the only person she have ever loved. To the person she poured her everything to. 

Kim Dan Bi knows EXACTLY why it hurts so fucking bad. It hurts this bad because of how much she loved Lee Heeseung. She have never loved anything in her life as much as she have loved him. And now that it ended, it made her realized exactly on how big of a part he is to her. Having someone she poured her heart and soul into leave her is not easy. Not easy, not even a bit. Her heart broke into a million pieces, that's how much it hurt her.

You don't know how many times she found herself in front of Big Hit's building. Standing in front, eyes swollen from crying and looking like a damn mess. She couldn't even pull herself out of her bed that easily. She found herself so pathetic. What does she expect to see there? Heeseung? Yeah. That is exactly what she's expecting to see. But she never found any guts to go inside.

For what? To make a mess inside? To beg him to comeback to her? That's so fucking low of her if she ever do that. She'd only cause trouble and the last thing she wanted is to ruin Heeseung's career. 

It's been two weeks. Two weeks of her acting like this. Different day, same routine. 

Everything felt different. Her everyday felt so dull and lifeless. She haven't returned anybody's call. Her phone's been off since the day Heeseung ghosted her. 

Of course the news have already gotten to Soobin and the rest. They are worried. They've been contacting Dan Bi ever since and none of them heard anything from her. The same goes to Lia and the girls. The frustrating part is that they couldn't visit her since they're on hectic schedule, the only thing they could really do so far is contact her which obviously is not working. They've also tried contacting Heeseung but since Heeseung changed his number, they also failed at that.