WABI - SABI [ EN- Series #1]

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One Month. 

One Month had passed. 

One month of Heeseung and the rest of the boys preparing for their debut. They have been recording and doing lots of photoshoots. Along with that is that they have also been shooting their first ever reality show which is called 'Enhypen & hi'. They're done with it now tho and the first episode actually came out this November 11. The reality show captures their preparation for their debut, they also went to Jeju for filming, photoshoots and other stuff related to their debut. They've been busy as you can tell already.

Nevertheless the busier they get the excited they get too. They're nearing their debut date already which is this November 30th. Their fans are looking forward and were so happy when the first two episode of Enhypen & Hi released. It made them even more excited, a lot has been thinking of what possible genre that the boys will do. 

And within that one month that passed, Heeseung who've done nothing but keep himself busy is getting used to everything that's now happening around him. He rarely cries these days but his heart still feel heavy and a part of him is lonely. That goes the same with Kim Dan Bi.

You might be curious on what she's doing now.

She's still the same. Well not exactly. She took every photo of her and Heeseung and hid all of them, she did the same to her gallery the difference only is that they're now deleted. It was a hard thing for her to do but what made her do it is the thought of that if she don't do it now then when? 

Right. The dinner. The dinner she had with Heeseung's parents. That was way back september yet she still remember everything that happened that night. How she pretended to be alright in front of them and how she tortured herself that night.

She tortured herself in a way that she sat there and laughed with them while they talk about Heeseung. How she didn't say anything about them breaking up and told nice things about Heeseung instead. And it made her pathetic because the conversation she had with them and just being inside Heeseung's home, made her miss him even more. And it's funny 'cause the amount of anger she have on Heeseung doesn't compare from the anger she have on herself. 

She's mad at herself because she wanted to forget about him but she couldn't find herself to. She still misses him and she hated how no matter how angry she is to him, she'd still find herself making excuses for what he did. 'Maybe he did this because that and that', when will she just stop? She's frustrated. 

So out of frustration, she made herself busy. She kept training and training, she'd spend most of her days at the practice room and not rest unless one of the JYP heads had to scold her. You see, when Dan Bi pushes herself too much even though she's tired, she tends to collapse and that's what her mother worries the most. But no matter how many times she told Dan Bi to take it easy, Dan Bi never listened.