𝑷𝑶𝑬𝑺𝒀❥

feeling a bit poetic

I stand at a cliff,a step towards uncertainty
A step toward new experiences and dreams
But my fears reels me back,
Back to my safe place
Where I can be comfortable but never change
Where I can learn new things but not in a new way
Only in the same old way
I don't even know if I'll make it if I go there
I don't know if I'll be happy there
Be welcomed or ousted
But my heart is resistant on going back to the same old
Just because it's convenient
It questions,
If I never get out of my comfort zone
Will I ever learn anything new?
Even if it's inconvenient,but how long until it becomes the new convenient?
My heart is a little scared,a little nervous with mix of nerves dancing everywhere
A little part of me is excited, looking forward to new things
But what if it's not for me?
What if it's how it's meant to be?
I guess time will tell how it's supposed to be
Sighing I turn over the next page, doodling at the corner
I wish I could take peek at both sides of the poles
Like a movie trailer?
You can't tell me I'm being dramatic
That's exaggerating it
I'm just feeling a bit poetic
That's all there is to it.