Lost Heir

Chapter 11

Landon:
She likes me, she likes but she feels like she can't. What came out of her mouth of me being is something I want to be mad at but the truth is it is all true. I kill people with out a Second thought. The way I get my information, how I are my money. This one girl I have known for less then six months is making me qustion everything.  My dad raised me to run the mafia . My 13th birthday gift was to kill a man. Later learning that it was a lower mafia boss. A father, husband, brother, friend I ended that in a Seco d that pull,of a trigger. I loved that feeling the power. Dad became corrupt with the power to kill. He went on killing sprees and in the  end it killed mom and then that killed him. I never wanted to take over the  mafia last year but things change. Lizzi was by my side the whole time my second in command. The men made fun of me when I put Lizzi in charge, they learned thier place and not to question my power or judgment.

I look at Anna like she was something out of this world. Was was. She makes me want to change for the better.
" Why can't you like me what if I change." I can hear the plead in  my voice. I sound like a child who was denied candy. Well that's what I felt like. To be honest she was the first person to ever reject me. The only one I cared about was her all the people I have slept with and to all the girls I treated badly, I am sorry. I hope you find the person that makes you happy the one like Anna to me the Romio to the Juliet. I hope you find that.
Anna looks at me like I have hit her. She seems shaken at the fact I would give everything up for her. This is true I would give everything up for her.

Anna

He wants to change for the better. He feels so much power from all this. "You can keep the mafia and position but don't go on killing sprees and don't kill innocent people" I cant belive those words haven't my mouth. I don't know what his face says. When I looks up from my feet he seems happy with my response he. " I want to give this a try nobody knows but you have to stay way from other women and if you want to tell Lizzi you can that's up to you."
He seem to like the idea. I don't know how long he will like me. Like most kids I was the out independent one out of the 4 of us. In that way I pushed people away  I leg nobody come close to me. Maybe if I did it would of only been me and Jack all the time. Mom would aways get mad at when I hug out Jack she felt like I was trying to steal Nathan's friend. The truth, Jack was the only person  who made me feel like I belonged.
Landon comes up  to me and cups my face in his hands. Butterflies float around in my belly like they are going to explode. It was the feeling of something new. He was making this painful slow. I spend it up and pushed my lips to his. It took him a second to react. When he did I pulled back like a scared cat. He did not let me pull away. He held me tighter like I was something thing beautiful. When his tounge ships my bottom  lip I back away. That's when I noticemy tears.
Why was I crying. I couldn't get the feeling out of my mind like I was hurting someone. Guilty, I was hurting Lizzi going against her wishes, I have never felt this way with anyone. He is the leader of the mafia  the most dangerous person but I feel the most safe in his imbrace.
Landon must notice my far off though, when he brings me into a hug. Nothing was going to get me out his arms. Someone gasps behind us. When we trin around Ash and a man I have never seen stands there.  Landon groans at this.
"Luca Ash what do you need?" " does Lizzi know?"ws the first question out of Luca mouth and Ash nod is agreement. By the looks are out face they put the puzzle together "so that's a not" says Ash. I shake my head "no Lizzi does not know and s would like to ksepit that way so if you say anything God you might end up like the knife board. swear"