Sinasabayan ko naman yung rap ng kanta habang naghuhugas ng pinggan.
Love to hate me, you hate to love me
I'm takin back what you've taken from me
You're mistaken honey, this something that
Remind me why I be alone, on my own
If I needed you, I'd have you that I know, hold up
I could do bad by myself, don't need help
One of a kind, the hand that I was dealt, like oh well
Felt, cupid was stupid, I should have knew it
'Cause I been through it, you wouldn't do it if it ain't foolish, stupid.
Bigla naman pumasok sa kusina si Klein. "Change the curtain of my room" utos nito sa akin. I just nodded as a response to him. Pagkatapos kong maghugas ng pinggan ay dumiretsyo ako sa harap ng kwarto ni Klein at kumatok. "Come in" sabi nito at pumasok na ako sa loob and I saw him sitting on the bed while reading a book.
Mukhang seryoso siya sa binabasa niya, tutuk na tutuk ehh.Kinuha ko naman yung upuan, mataas kasi yung kinalalagyan ng curtain rail. Okay Larisa palitan na natin ang kurtina. Maayos na sana ehh kaso nung inaabot ko yung end ng curtain rail ay naout balance ako. Ineexpect ko na masasaktan ako dahil sa pagkabagsak but I felt an arm behind my back.
"Klein!" I closed my eyes at pagkamulat ko ay nasa ibabaw ko si Klein. I can feel the intensity on his stares at sobrang lakas naman ng kabog ng puso ko. Unti unti niyang nilapit ang kanyang mukha and the next thing he did shocked me. Our lips met.
His soft lips moved against mine and I followed the flow of his kisses. God Im responding to him. I wanted to stop but my body is against it. Isa ba ito sa dahilan kung bakit siya kinahuhumalingan ng mga kababaihan, dahil magaling siyang humalik.
A moaned escape from my mouth. "Mhmm".
Naputol lang ang paghahalikan namin ng may tumawag sa kanya.
I run out of the room at napasandal ako sa pader. Napahawak ako sa aking dibdib, gusto kong pakalmahin yung puso ko.
Larisa naman ehh, dapat hindi ka nagpadala sa halik ng lalaking yon.
Alam kong dapat kong pigilan ang nararamdaman ko pero ang hirap..Kapag pinagpatuloy ko to, alam kong masasaktan ako sa huli and I don't want that.
Naglakad ako papunta sa kwarto ko at umupo kinuha yung phone ko. I go to my twitter account.
Larisa@larisarisa
How can I stop this?
Larisa@larisarisa
#this is dangerous
