Shoot me (Gahyeon)

Eighteen

"What's your intention behind this? What do you want in return?"

Sua glares at Siyeon who was driving back to Sua's place. After the whole transaction, your sisters all brought a new home for themselves which you were more than happy to hear because it just shows that finally they trust you won't be the same childish you as before and with Gahyeon with you.

It wasn't as lonely as you thought it would be.

"What do you mean? Shouldn't you be thanking me? Also, I can feel you glaring right through my soul"

Siyeon points out which made Sua snicker looking away from Siyeon, a faint tint of red spreading across her cheeks that went unnoticed by Siyeon because of how dark it was.

"Well, if you really want to know, I want to take you out on a date"

Siyeon's straightforwardness despite her straight face surprises Sua. Her blood boiling once again.

She didn't know why she was so mad over the Lee family and sometimes she wonders if it's because of the past or if it's because of Siyeon.

"Don't be ridiculous, you're the leader of the Lee Family I'm part of the Kim Family"

Siyeon stops the car in front of Sua's house, locking all the doors of the car.

"That's not what you told Dami when she asked you out"

That triggered Sua grabbing the collar of Siyeon's top, hatred visible in her eyes but the younger woman remained unfazed placing her hands on top of Sua's fists.

"Why are you trying now? I chose Dami and not you so fucking what? Stop playing dumb I don't like you even one bit"

That sent daggers through Siyeon's heart but the same smile was still plastered in Siyeon's face which angered Sua more.

"I know you don't like me because of what I did but I had no choice Bora"

Sua sheds tears, unable to know if it was because of anger or sadness or just plain disbelief.

"YOU HAD A FUCKING CHOICE YOU ASSHOLE, you had a choice yet you. I can't believe you; this is the last time I'm seeing you"

Sua lets go of Siyeon as she was about to leave, which was immediately stopped by Siyeon.

"Please just let me go Siyeon, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore"

And just like that Sua leaves Siyeon's car, tears continuously leaving her eyes. The younger woman wanted to chase after her but at this point Siyeon knew it was too late.

Sua on the other hand slams the front door shut, crying her eyes. The pain she hides finally being free, her blurry vision seeing the bandage in her hands.

Siyeon couldn't help but laugh bitterly as a memory popped into her mind.

Siyeon was sitting beside Sua in the park with the older woman having ice cream on her hand.

It was relaxing and they both loved each second of it even though it wasn't your typical love story. Their current relationship has been a secret since the start because in the first place they were meant to be killing each other.

But with Siyeon being beside the girl she's courting and Sua hopelessly falling for Siyeon. Everything felt as if it was like any other love story with a happy ending not until

"I'm taking my father's business"

Sua couldn't help but chuckle thinking that Siyeon was joking but upon seeing her face, Sua's smile slowly faded.

Siyeon just looks down in the ground afraid of what she would see in Sua's face.

"You're joking right?"

Sua's voice was starting to waver while Siyeon tried to hold her hand but was immediately shoved away by Sua.

"No...."

Siyeon finally looks at Sua only to see the older woman was in tears, her ice cream long gone as it made contact with the floor.

"Why.... What... How.... When..."

Sua starts to ramble while Siyeon tries to hold Sua's hand again only to see the latter stand up.

"You lied to me..."

Right when Siyeon was about to explain. Sua's hand was already raised and before Siyeon knew it she felt pain in her right cheek with Sua crying.

"I deserve it but please let me explain"

Siyeon ignored the fact Sua slapped her yet it was all too late when Sua walked away and the younger woman was just in a distance seeing Sua walk away.

Frozen in her place, tears finally escaping her eyes.

It has been a month since that accident when Siyeon found something that made her furious as ever.

"You fucker, we are siblings yet you fucking stole my girl"

Siyeon for the first-time loses composure as she starts beating the shit out of Dami who tried fighting back but was too weak to do so.

"The hickeys on her neck when she visited here, the fucking bruised lip you have. Don't you think I wouldn't notice you've been going out with Sua behind my back?!"

Siyeon's hands were bleeding with the guards' hurried footsteps coming towards them as they tried to stop Siyeon before she killed Dami.

"She wasn't yours to begin with Siyeon so stop acting like it, she chose me not you. You chose this goddamn life yourself; I'm just trying to give her the life she always wanted"

Dami tries to stand but ends up failing whilst Siyeon struggles to just kill her own sister.

"I CHOSE THIS LIFE BECAUSE I HAD NO FUCKING CHOICE, DO YOU THINK I WOULD CHOOSE THIS IF HE DIDN'T FUCKING THREATEN TO KILL SUA"

Siyeon shouts to the top of her lungs, crying heavily as she tries to get out of the guard's strong grip.

"See? You're a coward, you can't even protect Sua from our father"

Dami then leaves the room while Siyeon just falls to the ground crying.

Siyeon tries not to cry but it can't be helped when she saw the same expression Sua made in the past.

"I really am a coward until now I can't even try stopping her from walking away."