Baby.
"What?" You looked up.
"Don't do this to yourself sweetheart." Pattie stood at the foot of your bed.
She was so beautiful. Bright blue eyes and silky brunette hair. She was wearing a white blouse and dress pants. She seemed so happy.
"B-but. Pattie..." You were so confused.
"Shh. It's okay Y/N. If Justin can be seen,so can other ghosts. We just decide not to." She gave you a warm smile.
You looked down at your bloody arm, "He hates me Pattie."
She shook her head, "No sweetie. He loves you."
"Then why hasnt he come back?" You were crying harder now.
"Y/N he asked me to watch over you every day. Sometimes he lays in bed with you and holds you. He feels just as bad as you do. He just doesn't know how to come back into your life. He thinks you hate him...."
"No Pattie!" You stood up and walked to her holding your bloody arm. "I love him! I love him with all my heart and i miss him!"
She grabbed some gauze and poroxide from the bathroom to clean and wrap your arm. Once that was done you both sat on your bed and she wiped away your tears.
"This is so weird. Does Justin know you can do this?"
"No! And i dont want him to know either. Its bad enough im gone... I dont want him worrying anymore."
You understood what Pattie was saying but why would she show herself to you and not her own son?
"Why me then?"
"Because you need my help more than he does. He's gone 50 years without seeing or physically talking to me." She held your hands.
You rested in her lap. She was really comfortable to be around. She played with your hair.
"Gosh know i know what its like to have a girl!"
You giggled, "Do you miss it?"
"Miss what sweetie pie?"
"Being alive."
Pattie was hesitant, "Yes and no. Yes because i was young and had life left in me. No because it was my time to go."
"If it was Justin's time to go,why is he still here?" You looked up at her
"Because Justin is a stubborn 20 year old. Thats why!" She giggled and so did you.
"I miss him." You whinned.
"Go get him." She whispered.
"It's late. I can't."
"Oh go! Your parents want you to see and get back together with him!"
"Really?"
"Yes! I may be looking over you but i can snoop a little too." She smirked.
"What if he doesnt let me in?"
"Just go Y/N. Everything will be alright i promise." Pattie kissed your forehead and then left you alone in your room.
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You sighed and then walked to your parents bedroom. You knocked on the door.
"Come in."
"Mom,Dad. Can i go over to Justin's real quick?"
Both of then smiled wide, "Ofcourse! Go ahead!"
"Thanks!" You walked out,grabbed your coat and left.
The closer you got to the house the more scared you got. What if you were dreaming? And Pattie wasnt actually there? You finally got on his front porch and took a deep breath. You knocked. After a minute the door slowly opened and there was Justin.
"Uh,hey there." Justin rubbed the back of his neck.
You were in total shock. He was there. He spoke to you. Finally after weeks...he was right in front of you.
"It's okay baby. I'm here,you can hug me." He knew you were nervous.
You jumped into his arms and squeezed him at tight as you could. He hugged you back and wouldnt let go.
"Y/N. I'm-i'm so sorry!" Justin started to cry which made you cry.
"Boobear shhh. It's okay its all my fault!" You held his face.
He set you down on your feet, "Baby girl it was mine. I overreacted too the max and i made you do this!" He held both your arms.
You looked down at the ground, "That was my fault."
"No. I left you. I ignored you. I wasnt there to help you. I put you into depression. I put these cuts here. It's my fault. And im so so sorry Y/N."
You cried in his arms for the rest of the night as he constantly said how sorry he was and that it'll never happen again. After a few hours you both got so tired that you fell asleep right in eachothers arms...where you both belong.
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YAAAY THEYRE BACK BABY!!!😍☺️😋😁💕
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