Nevermind.
You woke up to hear Justin playing with your dog, Lucy. She's a pug.
"Come here!" Justin patted the carpet and Lucy bolted after his hands. She was such an energetic doggy! You loved her.
You smiled, "Morning babies."
Justin flinched but smiled when he saw you, "Hey cutie! How'd you sleep?" He walked over and sat down on the couch next to you.
"Best sleep ive had actually!" You giggled.
"Awe well im glad!" Justin smiled and sat there awkwardly. You knew what you had to do.
You kissed him on the cheek, "Ima go get changed upstairs in my bedroom okay?"
Justin blushed and nodded his head, "Alright ill get changed in the bathroom!"
You both got changed and brushed your hair.
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"Where's your parents?" Justin asked as you guys ate some toast for breakfast.
You swallowed your piece, "Oh they left early to look for some new carpeting for their bedroom."
"Oh cool!" He finished his pieces.
"You want something else?" You thought he still looked hungry.
"Mmm got any cereal?"
You pointed to where all the cereal was and Justin made himself a big bowl along with some milk. Once he was all done and you both brushed your teeth you guys decided to go for a walk.
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"Where should we go?!" You nudged Justin in the arm.
"I know a place! But its a secret til we get there okay?" He smiled down at you.
"You and you're secrets!" You giggled. "Yeah that's fine." You agreed with his deal.
Justin grabbed your hand and you intertwind fingers. You felt so safe and comfortable. Like Justin would never let anything bad happen to you.
About 15 minutes later you and Justin were in town. You noticed a lot of the other places Justin pointed out to you.
"Are we close?" You squeezed his hand to get his attention.
"Soon baby."
Your heart skipped a beat. You wanted to smother him in kisses and never stop! But you just freaked out inside and stayed calm on the outside.
"Here!" Justin stopped and looked up at the building. It looked like an old bar.
"A bar?" You looked up at Justin.
"It use to be way back when. But now it's just a modern cafe. Come on!" Justin let go of your hand and ran to open the door for you. You smiled as a thank you and walked inside.
The place was filled with a million different shades of brown and small spots of white thrown in places. There were lots of tables everywhere and the sharp smell of coffee filled your nose. You chose a table for two near the windows. You grabbed the menu to see what they had.
"Is it just coffee?"
"Coffee and pastries. On special occasions they might have meals." Justin answered you.
"Can i get a hazelnut coffee and a cheese-danish? Pleeeaaasseee?" You giggled.
"Anything for you. I'll be back!" Justin went up to the counter and put in your order. While he waited you texted Ronnie all the details super quickly.
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HOLY FUCK😱😱😱😱😱😱 #GOALS DATE HIM ALREADYYY👫💏💑💘
>🙈I can't. I dont think he's ready.🙍
Well don't lose him! 🙅
>I'll try not to! 🙏 I gotta go,he's coming back okay?
KEEP ME UPDATED😠😡
>I WILL❤️
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Justin came back with your coffee and danish, "Who was that? Not that its any of my business i was just wondering." He sat down and rubbed his neck nervously.
"Its fine baby. It was Ronnie i was just telling her about school and us hanging out!" You said truthfully.
"Awe cool! Does she like me?" He chuckled.
"Well she told me she wants us to date soooo yeah i think she does!" You laughed.
Justin smiled and drank his coffee. You took a sip of yours and it tasted wonderful. After a few minutes of silence Justin spoke.
"I gotta tell you something."
"And that is?"
He was quiet and scared, "Um nevermind." He shook his head.
"No Justin tell me." You put your hand on top of his. "You can tell me anything."
He stared into your eyes, "Lets walk and talk."
You guys cleaned up your table and threw the trash away. You took the long way home.
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"Wanna tell me now?" You held Justin's hand.
"Oh yeah. Uh. Its not a huge secret but i want you to know." He went silent for a little again.
"I use to cut. Alot. At 15 i almost killed myself because of the amount of blood i lost, but i got through it after a few years...I dont know why i told you that. I just felt like you deserved to know." Justin looked into your eyes.
"Awe Justin." You went on your tipy-toes and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around your waist and picked you up by accident.
He set you down, "You don't hate me? Or find me disgusting?" Justin looked confused.
"No baby! Why would i ever?" You ran your fingers through his soft brown locks.
"I don't know. A lot of girls just run away after i tell em."
"Well im not like them. Okay?" You kissed his nose.
"Good."
"Lets go home?"
"I wanna be alone with you though." Justin whined.
"We can be! I just dont need my parents worried. They'll give us space i promise." You reasurred him.
"Okay Princess." He kissed the top of your head and you guys started walking home.
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As you walked home you naturally walked past the cemetary that was a few streets away from your house. Justin stopped infront of it.
"Justin you okay?" You were nervous.
He didn't answer. Didn't blink or even breathe! He was just staring at nothing!
"Baby come on. Lets go home. We can visit someone tomorrow if you need to okay?" You rubbed Justin's arm up and down and he slowly came back down to earth.
"Okay. Lets go." He held you close to him and acted completely normal all the way home. But you knew something wasn't right there.
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