Alone.
You went down and had lunch with your parents.
"Where are the boys?" Your dad asked.
"Oh they had to leave! Its okay!" You tried to seem happy like before.
"Awe well then it'll be a family lunch!" Your mom smiled.
You smiled back and then began to eat your food. You couldnt help but feel like shit. How could you let your temper go like that? Justin gave you everything and then you went and treated him like nothing! You wanted to talk to him,but when?
After lunch you went for a walk. You made a deal with yourself; if Justin was home,youd stop and apologize. But if he wasnt you would just go to the little store down the road and get some icecream.
*Okay look. See if he's home.* You said to yourself.
*Look at his house goddamnit!* You forced your eyes to his house. He was home...
*Now go inside and say your sorry!* You stood at the end of the driveway looking at the old brown house and started walking to the porch. You got to the front door and rang the bell. Nothing happen. You knocked on the door. Nothing. You decided he didnt want to talk to you so you started walking back down the steps when you heard Justin' voice.
"What do you want?"
You turned around; nobody was there, "I wanted to say im sorry. Where are you?"
"Doesnt matter where I am. And what are you sorry for?"
"I'm sorry for being a sucky ass girlfriend and Im sorry for losing my temper back there! I just got home and it was a situation I shouldnt have brought up and especially not in that way either." A tear fell from your cheek.
"Just leave me alone for a bit, alright?" You heard him whisper.
"Justin im sorry. Im so so sorry!" You started crying a bit more.
He never answered back.
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Justin's POV:
Y/N really upset me and i was not ready for her silly,fake apology. How could she just start screaming at me for something that ive had trouble dealing with for my whole life?! She was being unfair and a totally different person.
I walked back through my door not listening to what Y/N had to say. I got dressed and cleaned myself up. I grabbed my phone and "walked" to the flower shop. I grabbed 3 flowers and then headed to the cemetary.
When i got there i couldnt help but hit my head a few times. Those voices were dreadful. I tried ignoring them and walked to my mother's grave. I saw someone sitting infront of her tombstone. I couldnt hear far away so i let my colors fade and silently went up closer.
"Pattie im so sorry. I didn't know what i was thinking! I-i shouldve just kept my mouth shut! He probably hates me now and i just....Im so sorry. I know you most likely hate me now too for hurting your only child. I'll never let myself live this down Pattie. Trust me, Never." She ran away and out of the cemetary.
I didn't know what to do.
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Normal POV:
You ran out of the cemetary crying your eyes out. You were so stupid! Justin didn't want to talk to you. Pattie probably wanted your ass dead. How could you let all this happen? You ran back home crying.
"Sweetie what happen?" Your parents ran up to you.
"I got into a fight with Justin and now he hates me!" You cried into both of there arms.
"Y/N. Shhh he doesnt hate you. Okay?" Your mom rubbed your back.
"Every couple gets into fights it's nothing to worry about! Your mom and i had plenty of fights way before we even got married!" Your dad tried to cheer you up.
"I think i just wanna be alone for now." You told them. They nodded there heads and let you go up to your room. You didnt sleep at all that night.
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The next few nights were dreadful. You didn't sleep. You didn't eat. And you never saw Justin. Ever. He could be just sitting in your room all invisible but you never would have known. You cried all day even at school you had mental breakdowns and had to lay down in the nurse for a period. No one else knew what was wrong except Blake.
"He'll come back! He has to come back!"
"Blake. I called him out on being DEAD! The only thing that has haunted his life FOREVER! Why the fuck would he come back?!" You screamed.
"Y/N im sorry. I-im just trying to help."
"I know you are Blake but nothing is going to help me right now." You said softly. Blake wrapped his arms around you and held you there for hours.
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After a month, your mom finally said something. You were doing your homework and she came into your room.
"Honey? Can we talk?"
"Sure"
"Y/N i know youre having a rough time still,but its getting bad."
"How so?"
"One or two word answers. No eating. No sleeping. Bad test grades. Babygirl this isnt you. You know that."
"Who cares?"
"We do! Everyone who loves you!"
"Justin doesn't."
"And Justin is hurting you now just as much as you hurt him back then."
"Good."
"I set up a doctors appointment tomorrow at 3. Dad and i are both taking you."
"Okay."
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