The Vent Book

Parental issues

Grammar error and swear warning

So my parents are lazy as fuck and never taught me and my brother to be clean, like they're not that strict

And they expect me to clean my dirty ass room with no problem?

I've done some research and it's more common for people diagnosed with depression to not have motivation to clean, and it's worse that my rooms dirty because that's also impacting me

(I'm not trying to sound like those people being depressed for attention, I was diagnosed at age 6, I think, I can't remember the age that well)

You literally can't see my rooms floor

That's how bad it is

And they just expect me to get up and go "oh wow I have soooo much motivation to do this so I'll just go clean my room now!"

Yeah fuck no

(Twitter notifs really messing up my typing rn damn)

I got in an argument and they deny the fact that I can't just pull motivation from my "heart" as they say

No they literally said "you know where you find it? (Points to heart) here."

Hellll no if it was there my room woulda been clean years ago

My room has been a mess for like 4 years and they expect me to now all of a sudden have motovation??

They use the argument that I have motivation for band and marching, Spanish, art, etc., but the work that involves in it I ACTUALLY wanna do

They make so many invalid excuses and when I make VALID EXCUSES they tell me they are invalid and to stop making "petty excuses"

I'm sorry if this sounds like nothing to you and you've been through worse but this is just me, not you, I apologize

Thank you Superstar