"GIL,GIL, PLEASE GILGAMESH WAKE UP!", I scream shaking my unconscious boyfriend. Looking down I see a hole where a bullet went through his chest. After seeing this I feel my throat closing and tears well. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I jump. "Y/N/N he's gone I'm sorry.",Jax says as she bends down and picks me up. "NO IM NOT LEAVING HIM JAX NO.",I let out a loud scream and start to shake. Athena rubs my hair and pats my back.
I jump up at the sound of shouting and banging. "Y/N OPEN THE DOOR DOLL COME ON PLEASE.",I hear Gilgamesh yell. Breathing heavily I try to stand but my legs feel weak and I fall back on the bed with a loud sob. The door then burst open with Gilgamesh and the rest of the crew outside.
Gil sprints to the bed and picks me up. "You're ok you're ok I'm right here.",he says rubbing my back and kissing my forehead. Ikaris motions that they are going to leave and Gilgamesh nods.He rocks us back and forth as I continue to cry. I nuzzle my head into him deeper taking in the scent of the cologne I bought him for his birthday. It smelled like oak trees and pine cones. A very earthy smell.
I start to finally calm down and sit up. Gilgamesh still has a strong grip on my body. "What's wrong my sweet girl.",he whispers brushing a strand of hair from my face and wiping a stray tear from my cheek. "We just heard you screaming and crying and we rushed to the room.",he finished.
"I had a nightmare...and I lost you.",I say lowly as I feel my breath hitch again. The image of him laying in the snow,pale face, frozen, warm chocolate eyes staring into space made me feel sick. Gil sees this and pulls me into another hug. "Hey I'm not going any where you aren't getting rid of me doll especially not that easy alright.",he says placing short and sweet kisses on my lips.
He continues to calm me down and I feel my breathing slow. "Hey how about we go get some snacks,blankets,and watch Disney Plus.", Gilgamesh says giving me an assurring smile. I nod my head and snuggle into him more.
"Now can I get a smile pretty girl.",he says tilting my chin towards him. I give him a smile and he gives me a long kiss. I smile into the kiss as my hands tangle in his hair.We pull away and head to the kitchen to get the snacks
