im clean

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im finally clean.
i think.
i mean, im clean from cutting.
not biting my lip
pulling out my hair
starving myself
not staying up til 5am
picking my skin
making my showers unbearably hot
but im still clean from cutting.
i have to remember that im not clean.
and that ill never be clean.
because self harm isnt one thing.
its multiple things.
now im not clean from cutting
because i remembered that.
i have to start over
from scratch
fuck

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