Foshua~ Pewdiepie x Josh Dun

I hate you Connor

Pewdiepie's POV:

     "Get the fuck up, you Swedish bastard!" I hear Seán yell, at what I can assume is me. I groggily sit up and rub my temples. I've been really excited that I almost forgot about Marzia and everything. Almost being the key word. I was smiling, but then I soon changed that and felt myself start to cry. I look over and see Seán walking over to me, concerned.
     "You alright, bro?" He asks me. I wordlessly nod and get up. I walk over to the bathroom and hear Seán jamming out to what I can assume is Twenty One Pilots. I fix up my hair, brush my teeth, and look for a halfway decent outfit. I look in my suitcase and grab out a pair of black jeans, a mustard yellow jacket, and a plain white shirt. Seán is badly singing along to the lyrics and I slip my shirt off. I look at myself in the mirror, looking down at my wrists. The scars are still healing, but they're better. I shutter at the thought and quickly put on my jeans and shirt. I stop for a second before slipping on my jacket, and in this trance, Seán comes out.
     "Hey, you're almost ready! That's co-" He tries to say before his eyes trail down to my wrists. "Oh my god, Felix."
     "Uh, it's nothing," I quickly respond before putting my jacket on.
     "Felix, I know you're struggling right now, but I don't want you to do that any more, okay?"
     "Yeah, me too."
     "Well, let's go and get some breakfast!" Seán says, trying to lighten the mood. I go and open the door, and he walks out. He gasps, freezes for a millisecond, and screams, and runs back inside.
     "What the fuck was that?" I ask, slightly concerned, but mostly annoyed.
     "It's them. Tyler and Josh are in the same hotel as us!" He silently screams. His face is a shade redder, and I just laugh and sigh.
     "Well, I'm hungry, so I'm heading out," I say, but Seán pulls me aside. He looks so happy, but freaking out too.
     "I know, but I need a second," I sigh, but I should at least do this because of all that he's done for me. After a minute or two, we leave and go get some breakfast. When we look around for a table, Seán gasps, silently pulls out his phone, and takes a picture of two boys sitting at a table. One of them has food surrounding him, and the other has bright yellow hair. For some reason, he reminds me of an anime character. I notice I'm starting to stare, and I pull my gaze away and towards the food. I pull Seán along with me and we both grab some food. I grabbed some eggs, bacon, pancakes, and potatoes, while Seán just got an entire plate of different potato foods, like the cut ones, hash browns, and mashed potatoes.
     "What? I'm an Irishman! We Irishmen need our potatoes!" He yells at me. I laugh and look for a table. I go towards one next to the yellow-haired boy, but Seán pulls me away.
     "Why can't we sit over there?" I ask, annoyed.
     "Because those two boys over there are Tyler and Josh! The one with yellow hair is Josh, and the brunette is Tyler," He says, sitting down at another table. I sit down with him.
     "Is that who you shrieked over?" I asked, purposely loud.
     "Shut up!" He whispers at me. I giggle and eat my food. Seán is rambling about something I don't care about, and I can't stop thinking about Josh. I look over and see his face. He has a cleanly cut face, chocolatey brown eyes, a sweet charming smile and a cute mess of yellow hair, almost the color of a yellow highlighter. His jawline is sharp enough to cut someone, and his contrast in his outfit of black and white suits his body type. I suddenly get thoughts of what he might look like shirtless, and without control, I lightly bite my lip.
     "Felix? Felix!" I snap back into reality and see Seán waving his hand in front of me. "Did I seriously see you bite your lip while looking at Tyler and Josh?!"
     "Shhh, you're so loud!" I whisper-scream. My face turns bright red and my breathing gets funny.
     "Well, did I?"
     "Maybe, fine!"
     "I knew it! Which one?" He gets really excited and scoots next to me.
     "J-Josh," I embarrassingly whisper. Seán gets so excited and the corner of his mouth goes up to his eyes.
     "That's so cute!" He giggles and I get up, grabbing my stuff and leaving. Seán follows behind me.
     "You alright, dude?" He asks me. I then punch his shoulder.
     "You suck," I angrily tell him.
     "Sure, well the first thing we need to do is get you some appropriate clothing for tonight!"
     "What's wrong with my outfit right now?"
     "Well, it's not clikkie enough."
     "What the hell is a clikkie?!"
     "Long story. We're going shopping at Hot Topic!"
     I just sigh and let him drag me into whatever I'm getting into. We take a short walk and end up in an outside mall. Seán looks around and spots the store. I'm wondering if this is like the equivalent of having a girlfriend take you to Sephora. He just drags me inside and we go towards the Twenty One Pilots merchandise. He tries to make me buy a shirt, but after 30 minutes of arguing, we finally decide on a necklace. A "skeleton clique" necklace, as Seán tells me. I buy it and he makes me put it on immediately. I just sigh and let him. I don't have the energy to fight right now.
     "Well, what now?" I ask, already mildly tired.
     "It's time for us to get mani pedis!" He screams like a white girl.
     "But we're guys! We can't do that!"
     "Oh, but with those cuticles, you do," He tells me. He grabs my wrists and I wince in pain.
     "Sorry! Sorry!" He reassures.
     "It's alright," I respond. He smiles and drags me to the nail salon.
     "Hello! Can we get two in for mani pedis?" I hear Seán ask before I go and sit down on a chair. I hear a man plop down beside me. " Just a few minutes."
    "Okay," I say, reaching for a magazine on the table besides me. I end up picking up an old Vogue magazine and scroll through the pages, pretending I know what I'm doing. After a few minutes, we are ushered into massage chairs with foot baths. We both sit down and I put my feet in the warm-soapy water. I then feel a hand massage my foot and I flinch.
    "It's okay, Felix. It's a part of it," Seán tells me. I push it down and let the lady caress my foot. I almost kick her in the face a few times. I decide on clear polish, trying to look less gay than I already do, while Seán gets hot pink nails on his toes, and what I can assume is Twenty One Pilots nails because they're red, black, and have the symbol I kept on seeing at Hot Topic on his ring fingers, with the other nails black with red French tips.
     "Felix, you're so boring, getting clear polish!" Seán teases me. I just sigh and wink at him.
     "Well, what else are we doing? When is the show even at?" I pull him along with me.
     "The show starts at 8, but I want to be there at around 5:30 to 6 so we can get really close to the stage," Seán just pulls me onto a bench with him.
     "Well, it's 11, so we have like 5 hours to kill, so what do you want to do?" I ask him. He looks around, trying to find something we both would enjoy.
     "Hey! There's a bowling alley over there, wanna do that?" He points over to a mildly sketchy building.
    "Sure," I say, getting up and walking over to there, when I notice a girl, around 13 or 14, one that I think I remember at breakfast, anxiously staring at me and Seán. I start to walk over there and pull Seán along with me. "Hey!"
     "Um, h-hey," she says, her breath hitching up and down. Seán looks at me, then at the girl.
     "What's your name?" Seán asks the terrified girl.
     "K-Kasey," She stutters. I look around at her family, and they all look so confused why a man triple her age just walked up to her. I notice her eyes starting to well up.
     "Are you okay?" I ask, going to grab her hand, but realizing that's really weird.
     "Y-yeah, it's just y-you two are my f-favorite YouTubers, and it's just scary to meet you," she shyly says, wiping her tears on her sleeve. I can't help but notice how she holds her sleeve down, like she's hiding something.
     "We're your favorites?" Seán asks, almost in disbelief.
     "Y-yeah," she smiles.
     "Well, I see that you like Twenty One Pilots, so you have pretty good taste in YouTubers and bands," Seán nods towards her shirt. She just shyly giggles.
     "I-I'm going to their concert tonight, so I'm pretty excited!" She looks at us and all I want to do is hug her because I can see how much she's hurting behind this brave act.
     "Well, we are too, so maybe we'll see you there!" Seán says, elbowing me to show excitement.
     "Hey, Kasey, do you have an Instagram?" I hesitantly say. She looks surprised, and nods.
     "Yeah, why?" She asks.
     "I would like to talk to you there, if it's okay with you," I say, and her eyes light up. She grabs her backpack and pulls a notepad out, writes a username, and hands it to me. "Thank you, Kasey. See you at the concert!"
     "Yeah!" She yells as I walk away. Seán follows me.
     "Felix, what did you just do?" Seán asks me.
     "I don't know if you were paying attention, but she was hurt, behind that brave act she just put on, and I want to help her," I sigh.
     "Felix, I get that you want to help her, but you're not stable yourself," Seán says, but I ignore it. She needs someone, and I want that someone to be me.