Foshua~ Pewdiepie x Josh Dun

Chapter Two: Road Trip!

A.N:
This chapter is going to be triggering for self harmers, so be aware of that

     "Well THANK you guys for watching this video. If you LIKED it, PUNCH that like button in the face, LIKE A BOSS! And high fives all around. Wapush. Wapush. Thank you guys, and I'll see all you dudes, IN THE NEXT VIDEO!" The Irishman screams. My ears start ringing. He turns off his camera, and hugs me.
    "Wow, it's been 3 hours, we should leave soon!" I practically yell due to my temporary deafness. Seán nods and we head out. He kisses and hugs Evelyn goodbye and we jump into his car. I sigh sadly.
    "What's wrong, Felix?" He asks, concerned.
    "It's just this whole breakup thing," I say, slightly dead inside, but then I remember I need to sound happy. "But it's fine."
    "Well, if you don't mind me asking, what did happen when you two split?" He asked, focusing on the road.
Flashback
    I slam the door. Marzia and I have been fighting for some time now. Due to all of this fighting, my wardrobe choices are limited to long sleeves. I know I shouldn't be doing it, but I needed some release. I can't tell Marzia about it, because she'll leave me.
*Trigger warning*
    I go to grab my razor, pull up my sleeve and let myself go. I start to cry, then suddenly, Marzia is knocking on my door. I scurry to hide my new additions, but my sleeve gets covered in blood. She opens the door to see me, crouching down, with a bloody razor in my hand and my blood-covered sleeve.
     "I can't believe y-" she tries to say. "Oh my god, Felix, what are you doing?"
    I don't reply. She grabs my sleeve and pulls it up. She gasps.
     "We need to go to the hospital, now!" She says, pulling me up and heading out the door. I don't argue and let her pull me along. She drives me to the psych ward and puts me in there for 8 days. In those days, I got better. I was let out and was free to go home. I walked into the doors of my home, thinking Marzia would come and hug me. I open the door and hear nothing. I look beside the door and see a note.

Dear Felix,
I'm sorry I have to do this, but I'm going to live in Italy for at least a year. That doesn't mean I want us done, I just need a break. I understand if you hate me, but I really hope we can still be okay with each other. From now until further notice, we're on a break. I'm sorry.
Sincerely,
Marzia

I stand there, in complete shock. I run frantically through the house, seeing all of her stuff gone. I fall down, completely shattered. I pick up my phone and call Seán. He responds immediately.
     "Hey, Bro! What's up?" He responds, happily. I cry.
    "I can't do this anymore," I whisper in my phone.
    "What? What happened?" He tries to ask.  I don't respond. He hangs up and I sit there, my life shattering around me. After a few minutes, I hear the door swing open. Seán looks at me, and just hugs me.
    "I don't know what's happening, or how I can help, but I'm here for you, forever and always," He tells me. I cry, and he takes me to his house. I lived with him for a few days, until I felt okay with going back home.
    "You're always open to come here, okay Felix?" He says while dropping me off.
    "I'll be okay, but thanks," I respond. And for the next month, I record videos and help myself up.
Flashback Ends

    "Wow, that's really tough, man," Seán empathically says. I nod, but weakly smile.
    "Well, where are we even staying?" I ask, trying to lighten the mood.
     "We're going to a fancy hotel," He gladly tells me. "It comes with a few rooms, two separate beds, and most importantly, it gives free coffee and breakfast!"
     I laugh, and he soon giggles with me.
     "What are we even doing?" I ask.
     "Well, we're going to a secret concert!" He tells me.
     "Whaat? By who?"
     "Twenty One Pilots?"
     "Wait, we're watching 21 people fly around in airplanes?" I say, and Seán gives me the most hateful and mad glare I've ever seen.
     "No, they're a band! There's two people in it?"
     "Where's the other 19?" I ask, trying to make a joke.
     "I'm going to sock you in the face if you don't shut the fuck up."
     "Woah, sorry," I sarcastically say. He rolls his eyes.
     "Well, they're names are Josh and Tyler. Josh is the drummer and Tyler is the amazing, hot, funny, great,...." he goes on and on about how great this Tyler guy is. But I'm kind of thinking about Josh. You know, I've never been too sure about my sexuality. And due to all of this stuff, I'm getting more and more attracted to men. Seán waves a hand in my face.
     "You alright, buddy?" He asks.
     "Yeah, I'm fine."
     "Well, he's the leader singer."
     I just nod and let him talk. I stare out the window until I start to fall asleep.

     "Felix! Get up! We're here!" I groggily get up, still half asleep. I look at the hotel. It seems really fancy and nice. We wait and get our keys after waiting for 30 minutes. We head upstairs and I see the giant room. I gasp and run around. I hear Seán laughing at me, but I'm so happy, so I don't care.
     "Well, I don't know about you, but I'm getting tired," I say, rubbing my eyes. I look at my phone and see that it's now 11 at night.
     "Me too," He replies. "Let's get to bed and we'll start our fun and funky weekend tomorrow!"
     I nod, starting to get ready for bed, slipping into my baby blue pajamas, and falling asleep.