Josh's POV:
"Yo, this is SICK!" I hear Tyler yell from the other room. We just got into our hotel room for the weekend. I reach into my travel bag and pull out a box of cereal. I start munching down on them and see Tyler's glowing eyes heading towards me.
"This is so SICK!" I reply. We both giggle at our stupid joke. I've been traveling for a few days, so I have severe jet lag. I jump onto my bed, my legs dangling off. I've been really confused lately on my sexuality. And no, joshler is not real, but I have noticed I've been looking at men more. I grew up very Christian, so very against gays or homosexuality. Now that I'm confused, I've been not accepting myself. It all sucks due to my extreme anxiety. I've had anxiety for a long time now, and I feel so lonely. About a month ago, Tyler told me he was having suicidal thoughts. I tried to help him through it, but one day, he called me.
Flashback
"What's up Tyler?" I asked.
"Nothing. Nothing is ever up," He tells me.
"Tyler, are you okay?"
"Never, Josh. I'm never okay,"
"Tyler, what can I do?"
"Nothing. No one can help me now."
And I hear a rope tighten. I frantically jump up and run to his house.
"911, what's your emergency?"
"Yes, I need an ambulance at (Tyler's address) pronto. I think he's trying to kill himself."
I hang up and knock down his door. I see him on the floor, the rope broke while it was attached to him. I kneel down and take off the rope. I hug him tight.
"Tyler, you need to stay alive. There are police coming and they're going to hospitalize you. I can't help you, but they can," I say, still hugging him. I hear sirens in the background and I see Tyler's eyes. They tell me that he's sorry. He was hospitalized for 6 days and is still going to therapy. He's much better now.
Flashback End
Me and Tyler are passed out on separate beds.
"Well, I got to shower before I sleep," I shout to Tyler. He wordlessly nods. I jump into the shower and wash my bright yellow hair. Some people call it dumb, but I love it. It makes me feel powerful, like a guardian.
After I take a shower, I lightly dry myself and put on my sleep shirt. I head to bed and crash down.
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Foshua~ Pewdiepie x Josh Dun
FanficFelix is recovering from a very serious breakup, while Josh is questioning himself, but not being able to accept his true self. I hope you all like it. What were you doing to get to this story? Also, do NOT read if triggered by anxiety, suicide, or...
