I didn't get back to sleep after Bucky choked me and I was panicking, scared of what happened with Bucky and why he switched to dark, winter solider bucky. I got up and looked in the mirror in my room and noticed I had a bruise around my neck and I sighed knowing Sam would see it. I got dressed and headed downstairs. I stayed at the front door and called into the kitchen.
"Hey, I am heading out. I'll be back later." I said and went to leave.
"Hey! No breakfast first." Sam yelled.
"I will pick something up." I said.
"Hey! No! Come in and eat." Sam said coming into the living room and I kept my back turned to him.
"Sam please..." I begged.
"Nessie, what's going on?" Sam said and I shook my head.
"I just have to go." I said.
"Okay well is Bucky still sleeping?" Sam asked and my eyes filled with tears.
"I don't know where Bucky is. He left in the middle of the night." I said and turned around, Sam's eyes focused on the bruising around my throat and he rushed over to me.
"What the hell happened?" Sam asked causing Sarah to come in and she saw.
"He had a nightmare and usually I can stop him but he turned Winter Solider and choked me with the metal hand. He said I was his mission and then he let me go and left." I said and Sam pulled me into a hug as I cried.
"I just want to go to my therapy appointment." I said as Sam released me and he nodded.
"You need me to go with you?" Sam asked and I shook my head and headed out of the house. I got in my car and drove to Dr. Raynor's office. Once I arrived I knew I was early so I just sat and waited in the waiting room. I was texting Sarah while I sat and waiting.
>Can you let me know if Bucky comes back while I am going?< I asked.
>I don't think Sam is going to let him in the house.< Sarah responded.
>He can let him in, it wasn't Bucky who did this to me and Sam should know that more that anyone.< I said.
>He tried to kill you!< Sarah said and I sighed.
>He didn't know what he was doing and he pulled back before any serious damage was done. Please tell Sam to let him in and not say anything. I will deal with it.< I replied.
I didn't have time to see if Sarah responded because Dr. Raynor's office door opened and I saw someone walk out that shocked me.
"Bucky?" I asked.
"Did you follow me?!" Bucky asked upset.
"What? No! I didn't even know where you went last night." I said.
"Then why are you here?!" Bucky asked still mad.
"I come here for therapy." I said and Bucky looked at me.
"You need therapy....?" Bucky asked but it was more condescending than I would have thought it would be.
"Yeah Bucky I do." I said and Bucky huffed a laugh.
"So I wasn't the only one in this relationship that has mental problems." Bucky said and I just looked at him.
"You know about my dreams Bucky! You know I have issues!" I said getting angry and walking up to him. He then saw my bruising on my throat.
"Hey! What is the matter with you two? Do you know each other?" Raynor asked coming out of her office.
"Bucky is my boyfriend. The new guy I told you about at the last session." I said and Raynor looked at Bucky.
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Begin Again ⭐
Fanfiction~*COMPLETE*~ Sam Wilson has his sister and Sarah and his adopted sister Vanessa who is back in town after a breakup with her boyfriend and Sarah calling her. Sam has just become Captain America and is coming back home for some downtime and he bring...
