To my should have been protector,
How dare you
How dare you draw me in to ease your own guilt
How dare you bring me down to your level to make yourself feel better
I wasn't old enough to drive
But to you I was old "enough"
Old enough to start drinking
To smoke cigarettes with you
I thought you were the coolest sister
I loved staying at your place
I was 13 years old and could drink and smoke
But now I know better
Now I know you were implicating me in you habits
Drawing me in to keep your secrets
You were holding me hostage in your world
The promise of booze and smokes on your lips
So enticing
Irresistible for a teenager
I was your secret keeper and your drinking buddy
But I was thirteen
I was supposed to be your little sister
You were supposed to be my protector
Help me down the right path
Watch over me
You weren't supposed to drag me down your path just so that you would have company
Just so you didn't feel alone in your isolation
Sincerely,
Your should have been little sister
