Trauma

Left apart [Part 5]

<Hi! Sorry for the late part 5! I just had many things to do! Hope you like this story... Lots of love- arabella778>

 After all that Silver admited to one of two of her so called "friends" about the SA she has been through. They told her she was crazy, she was a str*pper, a h*e. They left her at her lowest. 

 Days passed. Night by night she sat down in her bed and cried. Music in her ears and fear about the future. She still could smell the blood on her legs after the first self h*rm she went through yesterday. Lost in tears and thoughts, she got tired. Tired. What did "tired" really mean to her back then. Her friends had left her for a thing she didnt do. Her "pretty boy" was an abuser. Her family had problems. Was the universe mad at her. Maybe? But about what exactly? No notifications. Nothing..

 After 2 hours at 5:05 AM she decided to sleep. Silver was nervous. What if he came to her house again and raped her? Because before two days he really did that. Thankfully she wasnt at her house when he came. She was scared. No other option could help her. 

 Week has passed. Silver fixed her friendships, but it was worthless. They were fake anyway. Everyone used her. FOR EVERYTHING. Her family didnt love her. They only screamed at her to take their anger at her at the end of the day, but where were they when she screamed. Why no one heard her? And where were her friends when she needed them? Nowhere.

She never dated anyone after that... Or did she?

 The time to go back to school came. 15th of September. Sunny day, with little tears from the unkown coming from the 1th graders. Silver sat next to Crystal. 

- How are you, S? Arent you nervous? I heard our new history teacher will be one old, ugly, musty, ungrateful teacher? What was her name again? Anita? A- : Crystal said.

- Anna.- Silver continued her sentence.

- Right! Anyway I wanted to ask you if you would like to go out after school outside my place?

- Sure.

- Alright!

 School lunch. Everyone talks about their summer. 

- Hi, girl! Sup?- Jules*

- Oh hi nothing much what about you, Kate?- Silver. 

- Same, but do you know who asked me out?

- Who?!

- James! ISnt hE sO cUtE?

- Nah, not really..

- Girl, shut up!

- Someone is mad!

- Oh, c'mon...

- Anyway I have to go now! Bye J!

-Bye darlin'.

James was a player. Silver knew that wouldnt have a good ending.

School ender.

- Hi! Lets go to my place.- Crystal.

- Sure.- SIlver

- So how are you after *whispers*.. You know who...

- Well sometimes good, sometimes bad. I dont really know. I feel scared most of the time.

- Oh my just stop the acting already I know you liked the attention!

- Do you know what Crystal? I hate all of you? where were you when i needed you? Where? Cheating on your girlfriend with me at James's party? Suck it up! I cant with you anymore! I hate people making jokes about that or speaking such things! Bye and also dont sit to me at school I prefer to sit to the 'quiet Becca' but not with you, faker!- Silver ran away.

*Jules- Silver's friend. They are cool with each other but they dont go out that much.