Antagonist

03

"Evelyn open the door" I here her voice and knock over the door.

"What?" I say with my sleepy voice, I didn't have peaceful sleep because I wasn't able to shift as I want because of pain.

"You never lock the door, why today?" She says from the other side of the door, my eyes still closed.

"Because I want to, now leave me" I speak in sleep.

"I'm leaving after 10 minutes, okay?" She says

"Yeah okay" I say turn a bit to face myself on side but my knees won't let me, Yeah fuck good.

Shit my whole sleeping mood is been ruined because of me and her speaking, I can't sleep now, I still try a bit to sleep as I was sleeping before I woke up, it's been 8 hours I fell asleep at 1:15am it's now 9:19am.

I'm laying in bed staring at ceiling, it's been half an hour, jess announced that she's going and I heard the door shut, she went for her job she comes back at 5 pm sometimes she takes long if she makes plan for hanging out, the day I came we've been together whole day, it was Sunday, we went for shopping and watched movies and ordered dinner.

Now it's been so long in bed without sleep, and I can't stop thinking about harry, who is he? Why did I turn so stupid with him yesterday? Should I blame my mood swings? He chased after a man and helped me, what was he thinking? Who was that guy? What did he do with him? Shit I forgot to ask such important questions, sucks!

He's attractive but doesn't means that he's good, I just know is his name, he didn't ask me anything, why?

Well did I want him to ask me?

What could he ask me? He doesn't seems the kind of guy who'll be interested in my favourite colour, imagine he'd ask. 'What's your favourite color.' Out of nowhere.

Jess is a fashion designer, she's been working here since 9 months now almost, I don't have any job for now, yesterday was my last day as I told. Well my father told my sister that she doesn't needs to do any job, my father owns a mall he earns enough, though she wants to work.

I'm good at baking, I'm thinking about starting my own business, but it will be my whole responsibility if I'll start working, and I don't think so that currently I'm the type of person who'd wanna keep a schedule, I'm thinking about maybe after some months? I'll be more better will baking cakes. my father, sister, everyone who has ever eaten anything I've made they always like the cakes I make, but won't start my business now it's fix in my mind.

My father's name is Henry, he never let's me have any problem he gives me whatever I want, my mother divorced my father when I was nine years old, jess was fourteen. My mom left us to our Father, she said she doesn't have the same affection with my father, my father tried to save marriage but she was stubborn, after three years of divorce, she married another man he's thirty-two years old, I met him he's genuine, I meet my mother some days, she's happy I'm happy for her too, so my sister and my father, when I was nine, I saw my father going through depression, but he's really strong he never took addiction as medicines, he cares about us, he didn't wanted us to have any kind of problem.

I asked my father that what do you think about mother? He answered

"Well she's happy I'm happy, there is definitely some flaw in me that's why I wasn't able to fulfill her wishes, that's why she left"

"So did you find the flaw?" I ask

"It's also a flaw" he answers

He never prevents us meeting mother, we meet her she greets us, she loves me and my sister, it'd be immature to stay angry over something you can't change, or because it's some person's choice, I used to stay at my mother's house some days because she wanted me to, her husband is always great to me and jess, he's having his own garage, there is no financial flaw that my father will need to be worry about my mother.