little games [camila/you]

X - c a m i l a

"Y/N," I heard Lauren call out from behind. My feet continued walking away at a fast pace, though, wishing to drag me as quick from that fucking place as possible.

I knew Camila lied to me because I was certain of what I saw earlier. He was definitely bothering her, and for some reason, she didn't want to expose him. If her intention was to make me jealous, that was such a cheap move, which made me even more furious. From the increasingly sharpening heel noises, I could tell Lauren was still following me.

I didn't realize when I arrived at the parking lot, but all I wanted to do was to get into my car so I could drive away from that shithole. Lauren's patience was almost done when I came in front of my car.

"I said stop, Y/N," she said from behind me.

"You're not talking to your dog," I opened the door.

"And yet you will listen to me," she closed the door while looking at me sternly.

My breathing quickened and I couldn't hold this rage in me any longer, I let out a scream and my hands hit the roof of the car harshly. I placed my forehead on my hands and closed my eyes. I hated these emotions. I was disgusted by the feelings I had because they made me nothing but weak, and that was the only thing I was not supposed to be.

"Y/N," I heard her speak with a softer voice this time. "It's okay, talk to me."

"The fuck do you want me to say?" I stepped back and approached the hood of the car to get closer to her. Even though I still sounded angry, I was a little calmer than before. The green eyed girl was looking at face in a calm silence as if she knew exactly what she was doing. She didn't say anything as if she knew I was gonna continue.

"Didn't you see what she did? Why would anyone do that intentionally? And you asked me whether the one I like is her or not," I said with a sarcastic smile on my face. My fingers moved on the hood, not long after my fist punched it as I gritted my teeth. "I wish it wasn't her."

Her stare changed when I said it. She was leaned to the hood and my right hand was beside her. I placed my left hand on her side as well, making her stand in between my arms now. Her perfume was filling my nostrils, giving me chills. She had an astonishing rose scent.

I knew I wanted to kiss her that moment, and I leaned in. My eyes were locked on her lips, my face was moving close out of my control. I knew she wanted it too from the way she looked at me. Though when I got near enough, she closed her eyes in frustration. Her palm found my chest to push me slightly away.

"No," she muttered, opening her eyes slowly. She placed her hand on my cheek, letting her thumb find my lips. My lower lip was softly caressed as she spoke, "No matter how much I want to... If this happens again, the reason won't be your disappointment," she slowly moved her thumb away as she got closer to my face, "..but your true desire." She gave me an assuring look, along with a weak smile.

Of course, she was right. I didn't even know what I was thinking.

"Lauren, I'm sorry.. Of course you deserve much more than this."

"I know, and so do you," she kissed my cheek.

"Why are you even here?.."

"Well I couldn't let you drive like this, could I?"

"I am okay now."

"You're okay my ass," she hit my chest playfully and stood up from where she was leaned, "now get your ass to the passenger seat and give me the keys," she said opening her hand.

I had no idea how but she always knew how to handle me and what to say and I admired her for that. I took the keys from my jacket's inner pocket and handed her with a smirk on my face. "Hot."