Should I come out?
I will
I might
No I lost confidence
Google "how to come out"
Script it?
Powerpoint?
Cake?
My own gender reveal party?
Just tell them and run?
Nevermind
I'll do it next week
*1 week later*
Nevermind
I'll do it next week
*1 week later*
Nevermind
I'll do it next week
Google "coming out stories"
"Hey mum, dad,
Did you know that someone at school came out as trans"
Que the questions and mixed messages
They don't hate the idea of them being trans
But they don't seem to be supportive either
Ya know what
I'll tell my friends first
They will support me
I know it
"Im trans
My pronouns are he/him
And my name is Parker"
Turns out
I just lost a friend
My trust
My hope
And all motivation
Now I believe
I have a permanent residence in the closet
Never to leave the comfort
The security
And to live in someone else's body
Now living in fear
As someone else
Hidden from the world
Its been years
And I can't take the misgendering
Every word pains my soul
My heart
My head
So its time to come out
Whether this ruins me and my relationships
Or my life
I feel better knowing I'm me
YOU ARE READING
Dysphoric Verses
PoetryFtM trans poems. This is a collection of some random poetry that I write to help cope with my gender dysphoria. This is more of a journal for me, but I also write this in hopes of people reading and relating to my work.
