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YLM 34

Chaeyoung's POV

I am currently in my room. I can't believe I'll saw her again. Mina...

Why did you come back Minari?

Are you planning on hurting me again?

I'm just faking that I don't remember anything.

When I regain consciousness, I heard my parents talking
They seem undecided whether they'll tell Mina or they'll hide me.

I heard my mom's cry so I decided to act as if I don't know anyone.

I found out that I've been sleeping for how many months.

At first I tried to look for Mina but I can't just said that I suddenly remember everything right?

I know. I'm such a coward but I still can't forget what happened years ago. Her betraying me. I can't forget it, It keeps hunting me. I keep having a nightmare about that and it's making me sleepless.

I get up and ready my canvas and look at my other works. It's always Mina's face. Even my sketches, That's how much I miss her.

I started to paint with tears in my eyes

My father once saw me painting her and he was shock, he asked me if I already remember but I lied again. I don't have courage to face her. I'm afraid that once I tell them, we go back to Korea and I'm afraid to see Mina again

I'm afraid to be hurt again.

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I'm still Infront of my canvas when the door opened... It's already midnight who could it be?

' Chaeyoung ' I heard my favorite woman's voice spoke
I hide the painting and face her before she completely comes in

' Mina-ssi, It's already late why are you still here? ' I asked with a smile in my face
' I... I-i, D-did you already ate dinner? ' She asked fiddling with her fingers

What's with her? she looks weird.

' I barely ate dinner ' I said
' How about you? ' I asked

' Not yet... Want to eat with me? ' she asked and beamed her gummy smile...

' Sorry, I'm actually sleepy already ' I said and she slightly smile, she looks disappointed.
' Oh, sorry to disturb you... Goodnight Chaengie ' She said and about to close the door

' No- Wait, let's go. I know a 24/7 fastfood chain nearby ' I said while she smile lovingly...

I like that more

I get my jacket since it's cold outside while I saw her wearing skirt and a blouse

' Want to change clothes? ' I asked
' It's cold outside ' I said and she nods

' Come pick some clothes ' I said and open my walk in closet
' You could pick on that corner, That's new but all of it already washed ' I said while she pouts

' That's not comfortable... Can I use anything? ' She asked and face me showing her puppy eyes
I hummed and turn my back on her...

How can she be this cute goddammit.

' Thanks Chaeng ' she said and pick out on my used clothes and go to the restroom

She get back and smiled at me showing the clothes she's wearing, she looks cool

' It fits well, Is it really yours? ' She asked
' Yeah, I love oversize clothes ' I said and she hummed

' Let's go? ' She asked since I already change my clothes here inside my walk-in closet