Vanilla |Woosan

crashed into my life

Wooyoung
I woke up to a strange noise. It was San who discussed something on the phone. I looked at him worriedly and hoped that he'd immediately talk to me after he was done.

"What's wrong?" I asked him worriedly while hiding a bit under the blanket. "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up..it's just-" he started to talk in a serious tone. I gulped.

"What is it?" I asked him even more worried thank before. "They want me to live in Japan for a year" he said. My jaw dropped as soon as I heard the news.

I wasn't able to grasp what just happened. Everything was fine again, my father even kind of accepted our relationship and then..someone else ruined it.

"For a year? T-That's way longer than I've expected" I replied while shaking. I didn't even know why my body reacted to the situation.

Maybe I was anxious about him leaving or maybe I was just jealous that he could maybe meet someone else in Japan.

"Maybe that's for the better. I-I need to focus on my exams and you—you'll work on your career in Japan" I mumbled. My words hurt me as much as they hurt San. Maybe I felt even worse.

"Don't say such things. I don't know if I'll accept the offer" San said. I grasped as soon as I heard his words.

"No! San, don't cancel all of this just because of me. You're insane! This is such a big opportunity for you" I immediately yelled at him.

I didn't want to be the person that ruined his career. We weren't even in a relationship and he wanted to risk It all for me.

"Wooyoung, I am not the type of guy that can stand long distance relationships. I am way too jealous and protective" San tried to explain to me.

Of course I knew that he was a jealous person. A long distance relationship would never work out for us. And that was the truth we had to face.

"Then we need to...wait for each other" I mumbled as a response. San's looked at me in a sad way.

"I want to be in control. If I'll only listen to some of Yeosang's stupid comment, I'll freak out. I can't let you stay here in Seoul" the male said.

"But I can't go with you" I replied with a sad face. "I'd take you with me but that'd cause a lot of trouble" he replied. "I know.." I mumbled and got up.

"Let's not talk about this now. I'll go wash up" I said with tears in my eyes. Of course I tried to hide my tears but I wasn't able to fool San. He knew me too well.

The male wanted to follow me but I already locked the door in order to wash up.

I sighted as I turned on the modern sink. How was I supposed to go on without him? He changed my life for the better. He was my soulmate. I truly believed in that.

He crashed into my life and now he wanted to leave me.