Vanilla |Woosan

toxic

Wooyoung
"I noticed that you were drunk. But I still don't like that you're wearing his clothes. Did something happen between the two of you?" he asked me jealously.

"No, we just- kissed but honestly, that's none of your business" I replied. San didn't seem to be happy about my answer. "So you slept with him?" he suddenly asked me. My jaw dropped.

For the first time I noticed that he was toxic. Very toxic. His jealousy was immense.

"What the hell? Just because I don't want to share this stuff with you doesn't mean I hide something" I said madly. San's grip got tighter around my waist.

"I know, but I still don't like this situation. Did he touch you in any way?" San asked me. My eyes widened again.

"You're toxic" I said wanting to leave.

"I never said I wasn't" he replied.

I turned around again. He immediately grabbed my waist again and kissed me. "May I pick you up tonight? We can talk about everything" San seemed to get softer again. I looked at him as if I was hypnotized.

"I don't know San. This starts to feel wrong again" I admitted. "Didn't seem like that a minute ago" he commented whereupon I only sighted. This man really knew how to get me.

"I won't leave you alone anyways" the handsome male said, lifting up my chin again.

My heart started to pound faster, almost dangerously fast. "Fine, then pick me up tonight and make up for your behavior" I said playfully.

In order to leave him confused, I just went to my room after our conversation. I wanted him to feel bad for his toxic jealousy even though I liked this side of him.

His love was toxic.

I closed the door and jumped on my bed. What did he do with me? I was madly in love with him. But he was older, toxic and jealous. Everyone would tell me that he wasn't good for me but I didn't want to accept that.

Turning Yeosang down was insane. Everyone would love to date such a precious and loving boy- but not me.

I grabbed my phone in order to call Yunho. He was the only person on this planet that would tell me his honest opinion without judging me in any way.

"Yes?" My best friend said. "Yunho~ you won't believe what happened" I immediately started to spill the tea.
His response only consisted of a high pitched scream.

"Yeah I will believe what happened! You left with Yeosang?! Your beautiful booty really left with Kang Yeosang? How was it?" He yelled.

"Listen, we only kissed! B-But the thing is- San appeared that night" I finally said. Silence. For the first time in my life, I've made Yunho speechless.

"What Kdrama is this? Oh my gosh- what did he do? Tell me everything!" He almost begged me after he broke the silence.

"I was very drunk right? And the I called San. It was literally so embarrassing because I said that I wanted him but I'd leave with Yeosang. I made him very jealous and then when we wanted to leave, San suddenly stood beside us and wanted to drive me home. His behavior was scary. But then I completely messed up because I turned San down even though I actually wanted to turn Yeosang down. I left with Yeosang thinking I left with San. And after that, I woke up in Yeosang's apartment" I explained.

"This is insane! You're such a jerk! How could you mess up like that! I know I said Yeosang is cute and stuff but deep down I also think that San is the better choice, Woo. You act different since you've met him. I feel like you're happier with him" my best friend answered.

His words made me think about the situation differently. Maybe San was the man, who admired me more. Maybe I was happier with San even though he acted toxic sometimes.