Vanilla |Woosan

numb to the feeling

Wooyoung
I felt numb.
I just looked at my father, who just got pinned against the wall by San with tears in my eyes, not believing what just happened.

A hand on my back reminded me that this was reality. It was the hand of my now crying mother, who squeezed me a little bit. 

"Don't you dare to touch him ever again!" San yelled at my father. His voice was cold and huskily. His behavior was scary again. At this point I noticed how strong San was, almost breaking my father's wrists.

"Get lost! Now! You can sleep in a hotel!" My mother finally yelled at my father. He seemed to be perplex at his wife's words but then stopped fighting back.

San let go of his wrists. Then, my father left, without even saying a single word, he left. He left us perplex and hurt.

"Oh my dear~ I am so sorry. I don't know why your father acts this crazily. I am totally on your side" my mother suddenly said. I didn't reply. I just looked at her with teary eyes.

"I think I'd be better, if you stay at San's place for a few days, if that's possible. I will talk to your father properly" my mother suggested. San immediately nodded and took my hand slowly into his.

"Please say something" San whispered into my ear. I sniffed a little and replied with "I want to stay at your place"

"Please text me, if something's wrong" my mother said before San and I left my home. "Yes" I mumbled back while clinging onto San's arm. 

I got into San's car and looked outside the window. "I don't like to see you this sad" San commented on my sad facial expressions. "Please, I want to make you feel better" the male almost begged.

I sighted loudly. "Can we watch some movies at your place?" I asked the handsome male sadly. He immediately grabbed my hand. "Of course we can" San replied.

"I'll make him regret it" San mumbled after he looked at my still red cheek. I sighted again. "There's nothing you can do about it" I answered in a sad tone. He just shook his head.

"I will do something about it trust me" San's body was tense. He seemed to be angry. Very angry. I gulped at the sight I had.

San's jawline stood out even more. He was calm and focused but his angry gaze told me how he really felt.

I bit my lip. Maybe I was ready to go a step further..