JschlattXreader

Part 10 - deep thoughts, i hate them.

HELLO I DON'T REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY HERE OTHER THEN I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS PART.

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You end the call; sitting back in your chair you start to think about Jschlatt. 

You were flattered that he called you because he thought you looked stressed. Honestly you were stressed but you were trying to hide it by telling your stream about what happened at work with Elliott's ex. But obviously Jschlatt saw through your act, like he just had to didn't he. 

You weren't annoyed that he had called you, it actually made you happy at the time, like when you saw his name it made you smile. But then he started to flirt with you...

This was confusing as you hadn't known each other for that long so you didn't know if he was into you or even if you wanted him to be. Like obviously you find him funny and think he's attractive, you would be lying to yourself if you denied that. But you didn't fully know how you felt about the situation. 

Although, you were intrigued by his flirting - but you didn't know if he was being serios about it or if he was joking. This is what made it worse when he said it was a bit.

But why did it bother you that he flirted with you for a bit? Was it because he was messing with your fans? Nah you do that all the time so why would it bother you that he did it? 

You continued to think on this until you realised something...

It was because you wanted it to be real. You think to yourself, it's not like you have a crush on him or anything, but maybe you would if he hadn't have made it clear it was all for a bit. 

Like by saying its for a bit he is saying that he isn't actually into you or that he doesn't think about you like that. But also that he doesn't think you have an interest in him, maybe he doesn't want you to.

And then the date thing... like you thought he meant irl, you wanted him to mean it. But you have to be honest with yourself, you live far away for one another, its not like he is gonna drive or fly to you for a date. You were just being hopefully unrealistic. Plus, you met through streaming, well actually you met through Tommy. Obviously his first priority was going to be his channels, and you both going on a minecraft date would help him. Well it would help you as well so you can't make out he is the only one thinking about his channel like you are doing the same. But you also want to go on a date with him like for more then views and followers. You want it to be real, you wanted him to want it to be real.

Although then he said he said he likes flirting with you, but was it because he finds it fun? Who knows at this point. But he did say you could call him Schlatt because its more personal, did he want to be mate or more - he is so confusing I swear.

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You then sat forward in your chair and turned your game off. standing up you walked into your bathroom and did your night time routine. You then walked back to your room and got into bed.

You kept turning and rolling over awake way after you should have fallen asleep. Why is your brain doing this to you. You cannot stop thinking about jschlatt and everything that happened...

why do you keep calling him jschlatt, he said you didn't have to? you think to yourself, maybe it was because you didn't actually know what he meant by allowing you to call him schlatt, did he mean it in a mate way or in a I wanna know you better and become more personal, in a future dating way. until you know why he wants you to call him Schlatt you won't it doesn't feel right.

OMG... why can't I stop thinking about this guy. You roll over and see your phone. You dragged your hand out from the covers and picked up your phone. You turned it on and went onto the phone app. You opened it onto your resent calls, JSCHLATT - my 50/50 chance, was staring back at you. At the start this was a joke something he took out of context and now its a bit in your friendship, But now it was real for you. There was a 50/50 chance of you falling for him, but was it a once sided thing? Probably.