TEARS to HAPPY ENDING ♥️

MEMORIES

I'm not enough. I'm not enough.

This was repeating in my brain from the last hour. The face that was filled with happiness an hour ago, was now submerged in non-stop tears. My tear glands were on full working mode as if their release is going to let out all the memories that we made together. But my heart knew the truth. I was never going to be the same person again, ever. I am never going to be happy again.

Someone's shaking my shoulders, brought me back to reality. I was so consumed by the thoughts that I didn't even realise the continuous ringing of my phone or the knocking on my door. When I looked up to see who was here, I saw someone who I still trusted at the moment.

Lisa Park. My best friend, my colleague and my sister from another mother.

She just looked at me and knew that something was really wrong. She was about to open her mouth in question, when the flood inside me broke all the barriers. I hugged her tight and sobbed hysterically.

A few minutes felt like hours of sobbing and cursing myself for everything that has happened to me. It felt like, it was my fault that I was not enough. It was all me that was unable to keep a person attached and loyal to me.

A few minutes later Lisa was ready to confront me. She pushed me away from the hug to face her and looked straight in my eyes.

"What happened Rian? We were supposed to celebrate today. Today is your wedding... "

And that word again brought the tears in my eyes. I looked at her to say the same thing that was floating in my mind.

"I wasn't enough Lisa. I wasn't enough. I loved him and he cheated on..."

Her eyes widened in realisation about the next words that was going to come out of my mouth. She hugged me back and that was the position in which I told her each and everything that I heard.

I saw constant change of emotions in her eyes. From pity to anger and from sympathy to rage.

"Ri. What do you want to do now?"

"I don't know Li. I..."

"Why don't you try to sleep? We'll talk tomorrow."

I nodded my head and lied down on the floor where I was sitting. Lisa looked at me with emotions and then went to my room to fetch me a blanket.

I closed my eyes, leaving Lisa on her own to decide whether she wanted to stay or to leave, and she chose the former. At least I was enough for someone.

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"Hey baby. What are you making today?"

"I'm making pasta, your favourite."

"Oh really. Wow. I love you so much."

"Me too Micky."

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"I'm back. Where are you baby?"

"Shower Micky."

"Omg. Can I join?"

"Nope. You can't."

"But why?"

"Because Micky, if you did, it's gonna take a long time and I am so tired."

"Ok baby. But hurry. Im waiting to cuddle. We can do that, right?"

"Yes Micky."

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"What happened Micky? Why are you packing?"

"Sorry Rian. My brother needs me. He is having some trouble and he wants me there. You know he is my only family. Please. I'll be back soon. I promise."

"Micky, you don't need to beg me ever. Ok. Come back soon. I love you."

"I'll be back soon Rian. I promise. Bye. Take care."

That was day he went away. The day when he didn't even say I love you, back too me. The day, I didn't know was the last day I was going to see him. The day

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"Stop. Stop it Rian. Stop thinking about him anymore."

"How Lisa? How will I stop the memories that keeps coming up back to me. How...?"

She sighed and looked at me with determination.

"I know how Rian. I know how."

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